Just reflecting in this one. Finds later. Seems to be a “move” day as compared to yesterday’s “countermoves” – at least out on the public stage. (or vice versa depending on who is behind the “move” and who is behind the “countermoves” – I could have it backwards)
Which leads me to the first feeeeeeeeeeel. The movie. Mirror. Is this “movie” in part showing us that we are in fact inside of a reality that is nothing more than a movie? Lots of talk about that – big outlets, etc. – but who really dives into that one with DETAILS? Not much here feels real. We know in our quiet moments and in our Hearts that there is so. much. more to not just who we really ARE but how we are frigging supposed to be living/doing/Being.
Which leads me to my next feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel – how painful it really is for all of us who are awake to these ideas – these truths. I notice how the more I open to something the more it goes from being the idea to the Truth – from the thinking to the Knowing. And that makes for a very uncomfortable state in which to exist – especially lately. It’s a frequency thing. As a friend of mine pointed out – when you wake up and Know – your natural Frequency doesn’t align with your surroundings – what you see – how this reality is operated – the systems – all of it. And that’s really uncomfortable. (and I also wonder – if there are enough of us in that state – how is it sustainable for that space to continue much less how is it sustainable for our own Energy Body to exist in it?) Which is why I have so much empathy for those who struggle so much to “keep up the vibe”. We can make the effort and fake it – but once you’re awake that faking no longer works the way it once did. When you Know you Know.
And when you Know you want new – you not only want it you NEED it.
It’s a deep inner Soul Calling.
For Freedom.
To return to the frequency it knows.
Some call this place hell.
Others purgatory.
Does it matter?
We aren’t where we align. WE KNOW THIS.
We FEEEEEEEEEEEEEL this.
Maybe that’s the next step in all of this – to be completely transparent authentic and downright honest – without exception – no more putting on a smile when everything within is screaming for Freedom. That’s what is behind claustrophobia issues that plague most everyone here to varying degrees.
Isn’t this about Awakening to the Truth – not just out there – but in here (touching my heart center)?
How we “get out” – break free – well I continue to feeeeeel it’s a process of removal – disconnecting. And that knowledge is deep – that’s one deep arse rabbit hole.
My feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeels for now.
Love,
Victoria
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WELL… my most ‘feelings of feelings’ in this moment: Everything is a LIE. Hmmm… I’m not a happy camper therefore. The”Controllers” have been misleading US and I am a refusenik-dissident archetype…and this means I play role of malcontent. Fortunately my muse is always informing me that this ruse is only a small part pf reality.Thank you for your observations…