1.5.24 ~ Checking in and some Finds……

 

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Someone said this is what their mind is doing lately.  Totally……….

 

I don’t know if this is collective – or individual – maybe both – but I cannot seem to shake this heaviness.  This depression.  This full-on apathy.  NOTHING is getting and holding my interest now nor inspiring me.  We had sun today.  I got out in it.  Went out tonight to get some food.  Looked at holiday lights.  Normally at least one of these things lifts my mood.  NADA today.  Just nuthin’.  I heard Phil Collins – I don’t care anymore.  That’s where I am.  I don’t give a dayem anymore over anything that I have outgrown, don’t want to see, don’t want to participate in.  I am full on flat out to heaven and back to infinity and beyond that D O N E.

New level.

Food and sleep.  The great escapes at the moment.  But even at that – certainly last night – sleep was a one-hour-at-a-time and I woke up with a jerk trembling with anxiety more than once.  I move the energy.  Been lifting weights.  Jumping up and down.  Punching the air (“faux” boxing lol).  Cry.  Journal.  I know what I need – I know what so many of us need – we want to wake up, look outside and see a Brand New Beautiful World.

A world without “them”.

NO evil.

No more disclosures.

No deception.

No more “follow them – NO don’t follow them follow THEM – NO don’t follow THEM” because ALL is revealed for who/what it is.

No more infighting.

No more reasons to f’ing speculate.

Just – NO MORE.

No more need to go within for the millionth time to clear something from this lifetime or previous lifetimes or who-the-hell-knows WHEN.

No more need to power up, wear the Armour of god, protect, clear, etc.

I’m f’ing done battling.

F’ing done hoping wanting others not seeing TO see.

F’ing done with movies and games.

F’ing done hearing others point out behaviors or examples of opinions of x y z.

Words.

Pointless words.

Mindless words that hold no substance.

I don’t even want silence.  🙄😂

So you could say – I don’t know exactly what it is I do want – I just know what it is I no. longer. want.

 

Or perhaps I do know what I seek – Real Connection – but not just with others – with myself.  Peace of Mind with Who I Am – all of it.  To sit in quiet with myself – and from my heart truly let go of all that I no longer want to listen to.  So perhaps those words – those pointless meaningless words I long to be from – are in my own brain.  Acceptance.  All that I’ve done/said.  Choices, good and crappy.  And at the end – forgiveness.  Maybe this is one final purge I am going through.

Here’s what I’m seeing.  Disclosure in progress.  Thank you to all of you for your love and support of this little page.  💖

Love,

V.

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As some pointed out – that looks like a free energy battery.  Standing on a clock w/the word “Thomas” (Seth Thomas clocks)………

 

explains:

 

Game Night Bingo.  Absolutely.  Absolutely.  Absolutely.  Absolutely (in part).  Absolutely.  Absolutely (and are still here duh).  Probable (flattish some curve but wth do I really know?  i still say we’re on a ship).  Absolutely.  Explanation – humans are indeed causing issues due to the statement above combined w/weather tech.  And lastly – absolutely.

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1 month is too long………….

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Really trying and longing to have that state of excitement again…….

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Author: Victoria1111

Truthseeker. Philosopher. Commander of Freedom. Writer. Musician. Composer. Above all I Am A Creator.

3 thoughts on “1.5.24 ~ Checking in and some Finds……”

  1. The apathy and depression are definitely reaching new levels of low. IDK what it means, but am feeling it.

    Did you hear about the Miami mall shadow monster? I believe it was an illusion, a test to gauge public panic levels. If it was the real deal, they wouldn’t have sent police to deal with it. I don’t think 3d bullets would work on a 4d 👹.

    1. lol yeah – 3d bullets ain’t gonna stop them. i’m not sure what to think about it – it could be to test the public’s response, yes. i thought it could be distraction – but what purpose would that serve? feeeeeeeeeels more like disclosure. after that event, aliens and nephilim were trending on x…..

      1. I think those keywords were trending because some dude interviewed Matt Walsh about it & the video was titled, “angels or nephilim?” Everyone else I could find called it aliens or creatures. I had to turn Walsh off because they took the one alleged “eyewitness” statement (obviously false) that said, “they was fat chicks running, old people running” & started cracking fat jokes. I was livid. 😡 If this is disclosure, they can cover it without devolving into eight-year-old bullies. 🙄🤦🏼‍♀️

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