I feel I am being squeezed – all that isn’t Source Me – GET IT OUT. On a walk alone today, I just observed the mental dialogue playing out in my frazzled, pained mind. With each and every thought of judgment about others and about myself (which not surprisingly there are far more judgments about myself), I said a mantra: I bless this thought with Love. I bless myself with Love. I will have to do that one a lot in order to break through to the heart and authentically feeeeeeeeeeel the truth of the words.
This feels like one of the final squeezes. I feel movement – anything physical – to move this energy is something I need to do. Wild dance time.
This morning, I awoke and lay in bed – feeling I still needed sleep but not quite at that moment – felt the need to just go within. As I did, I was guided to connect with Source – but in a different way. I felt a new term come to me: Original Source – from which I originated. Pre-hijack connection. Original Source. As I did, a smile came over my body. I did some stuff w/that – mostly asking for healing. Given the energies and emotions that came out of me today, I will say I got just that. I will also remember to ask for assistance with that AND the ability to take in only what I am able – I felt myself going too intense today.
I am remembering. I feel we all are.
For some shares – first of the cosmic/spiritual type:
I decided to check on the cats – see what they have to say. Here’s a link to their latest along with a phrase or two I see/am in alignment with.
- “We are literally in the homestretch of The Event. We can’t comment any more than that.
- And it’s Monday. Expect things to get even weirder.”
It feels weirder than sheot for sure. Here’s one from Sophia Love talking about the med bed availability that I am feeling in alignment with as well.
“As the med beds have now become part of the broader discussion here, success is assured. It is seen however that they will more than likely not be delivered until after the event, or after some event. I am not clear on exactly what event, only that it will push our unity consciousness over the top and then they will arrive, be put to use, and help our race as they have always intended. They assured me that they are ready and also that they expect this to occur before the end of 2020. I pushed a bit for this confirmation, yet it was repeated to me.”
I decided to do a gematria on the “password” 2 of the cats received during a dream they each had (same dream): Bristol Peril.
Enter The Dragon
Impeachment Hoax
Singularity
I am getting a feeeeeel as I do these gematria’s over time: The duality playing out – each “side” fighting to have THEIR ending be THE ending. I see the phrases showing up in the gematria’s each time I plug in a term/phrase.
We know what “wins” – what survives and sustains: Truth. Love. Freedom. And I feeeeeeeeeeeel the energies of truth/love/freedom are smooth and consistent – unwaivering – unstoppable – while the fear energies (rage, panic, etc.) are jagged and frantic and unpredictable (and as such can seem to be “winning” some days and moments – but those energies of Truth are always there – always – found within in that subtle but unwaivering energy). Yeah, so being in the Heart – is key now for our/my own sanity.
TRUTH energies are squeezing every one of us to release ANYTHING that isn’t Authentic Us. Authentic Original Source.
DEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP breath. Smell the symphony of nature.
We got this.
Here are some other finds from the 3d world…
Love,
Victoria
The divide needs some healing – some full on Truth reveal – like a Trump card – a John Kennedy reveal. I go from feeling anger over this to just sadness….I do know though that not all who are exhibiting this behavior are human so there’s that…..it isn’t always pain lashing out needing healing – sometimes it is pure evil.
This is what “the invisible enemy” does:
He’ll still rock it:
Debate Commission Changes Rules Again, Will Cut Mics for Two Minute Responses by Trump and Biden
I saw this video – it’s very telling:
Our ballot boxes here are outside – instead of being inside as they always were in the location we use. We are videoing and photographing and are part of a group that provides links to ensure your ballot was collected and correctly counted…
— OfTheStarres (@victorianoreenT) October 20, 2020
No idea why – maybe they want to include Google in that after today’s PV drop?
JUST IN: Senate Judiciary Committee delays vote to subpoena @Facebook, @Twitter CEOs
— SV News 🚨 (@SVNewsAlerts) October 20, 2020
Gloves are off…
Trump just said about Covid, "People aren't buying it, CNN. You DUMB BASTARDS." And DJT just jumped even higher in the rankings! 😂🇺🇸👊 pic.twitter.com/9r0PoLfLcK
— Clay Albright 🇺🇸🌟 (@clay_albright) October 19, 2020
Well, the “squeeze” explains last night and this morning then! Had an out of nowhere massive bubble of resentment well up towards the NPC’s in my life, specifically my family, for their generally dismissive, invalidating treatment of me and especially past major wrongs they did me that never got resolved, because heaven forbid they take responsibility and apologize. 🤦 I worked that out of my system (“they’re going West, it’s almost over, just breathe!”) and went to bed. Then woke up here with that, “Oh, GAWD, not THIS again!!!” feeling and got another resentment bubble towards home, for leaving us to anguish in here even one second longer when we are waaaay beyond done. Like you said, just trying to breathe and purge, but OMG. Sadly I am riding out these last days in this little box of a place with nowhere to walk, no nature to enjoy, scrimping to get by, alone, but… Just. Breathe. I have it better than some, so I need to just suck it up. 😤 Will try your suggestion to exercise, and hopefully get this nasty gunk OUT. For good. Here’s hoping medbeds and super-mega-THERAPY awaits beyond the gate! Because laws, we need it. 😅 Much love.