10.21 ~ Reflection/check-in and some Finds

13 thoughts on “10.21 ~ Reflection/check-in and some Finds”

1. “YOU GOT THE POWER, I told her. It’s just not fully turned on here. And btw – REAL LIFE is INDEED a vending machine.”

   Mic drop! 🎤

   YES! So much yes. That’s exactly it. 👍👏💜 The ones the “law of attraction” works for in here, it works because it’s THEIR system. The person is either an NPC, or from the underworld/west (which explains the sellouts – they are LIARS and SELFISH by their very nature!). Those of us who have trouble manifesting in here or can’t at ALL (raising my own hand – sigh 🤦🏻‍♀️), it’s because the system has different levels of binding on us specifically, depending on who we really are (which they know). The harder it is for you to manifest in here or have things go right for you, the stronger your Light quotient is (and you are) in the Real world. It is absolutely proportional. What I “see” on that is an egg shaped energy cage with gridding about 2-3 feet out, and what look like ropes, chains or restraints.

   This post was amazingly timed for me, because last night when I was feeling a wave of discouragement that I KNEW was “them” and not me, I countered it by telling myself, there is no reason for them to hit me so hard or hold me back so much, unless they are terrified of me. And I suddenly had these memories pop up of times in my life that people “saw” the real me, just for a second – and were terrified. One psychic girl at a fair actually closed her booth and ran away after “seeing” me. One former “friend” who was intuitive said more than once that I was “scary.” (Because they were shady, which I didn’t know until later – I was naively assuming the best of people then, lol.) And I remembered, that out there, in the Real, I am some kind of warrior (chills!) and Team Evil really is scared. Thus the manifestation restraints – to keep us heavenly POW’s disempowered and despairing. (A) to harvest loosh, and (B) because we’d kick their ugly arses into oblivion.

   Keep speaking your truth to those liars and apologists, sis! You are one hundred percent on the money – because YOU are the Real Deal! Much love! 👍💕

   1. i love your words and i love you for saying that – and mostly i love you for SEEING ME. and being willing to SEE THE TRUTH. i am seeing far too many waiver on the true nature of this reality – opting instead to still believe we create this reality and we signed up for this and if we aren’t manifesting it’s because we aren’t doing it “right” – those trying to activate their DNA – and those still wanting to fix this place. i’ve been focused on healing myself and activating that DNA for Y E A R S. we make progress then we get hit by those creeps who hide. we are in WAR and that is the f’ing TRUTH of this place. and while i still continue to focus on my own power and bringing it online here NOW – i am not going to put myself through the agony of thinking i am doing something wrong. ….. i had a friend who was psychic – did some reads for me – i shared the results here. it didn’t go well because she was clearly channeling “them” – claiming it was god. yeah – their god. god wouldn’t tell me i was too stubborn or had to think differently because “he/she/it” was not going to give me the answer i seek because i still needed to learn a lesson. only evil does that. jesus – how people DO NOT SEE THAT by now – i just put up my hand and walk away. you speak truth that resonates with me 100%. i am comforted knowing we have connected and are connected. 🙂 YOU keep speaking your truth too!

2. Wow!!! You both ROCK!!! Love what you both are saying & preaching to the choir here , but I so needed to read/see this as this is how I also feel, but have not articulated it this well. Funny enough the more I did all the “LOA” stuff the worse my life got!!!! And the whole “lesson” thing!!! That is total crapola!!!! I had a very horrible catastrophic even 3 yrs ago (and I’m still struggling & trying to move forward whatever the hell that means here in this pit) and as soon as someone put that in my face I threw it right back at them saying ” No loving benevolent creator, god whatever you want to call it would EVER put someone they loved through that to teach me or anyone a lesson!!! And yeah that shut them up pretty fast lol. So I totally agree w/everything you both are saying. Thank you for speaking your truths. xoxoxo

   1. thank you! thank you thank you THANK YOU! i used to be in a LOA group and O M G – did not work for me. but my system controlled “what do you mean we can have a world without money we can’t have THAT – they can’t FORCE us to do THAT” (as i said “oh just like they FORCE us TO pay to live with money??”) friend had success with it. yes – if there is one thing i have embraced within is KNOWING what love is. and LOVE HELPS. love supports. good on you for putting their fake light sheot back at them. hopefully it gave them something new to ponder. i recall about 15 years ago i was in contact with a lovely woman out of canada. her and her husband did a lot of workshops on new age love and light and were totally into the channeled matrix entity abraham hicks and friends. her husband ended up being an ego-centric arse and screwed me $$ – and she exited my life after she said i was challenging her beliefs too much. i was sharing my feel that there are archons here hiding – controlling this place – and the matrix was more or less a documentary. noooooooooooo – love was everywhere here. LOVE was behind this realm and yes it needed a makeover but we chose to come here and blah blah. simply sharing my different perspective was too much – her beautiful mind couldn’t handle it so we stopped communicating. the hold on people is big. i keep it simple. does it support freedom and does it feeeeel like love? no? then it’s fake. i am sorry you had such a horrific trauma a few years back. you will be healed – we all will. as i tell my girl – NOTHING lasts forever expect the Love and Power we have within. that is eternal.

3. “No loving benevolent creator, god whatever you want to call it would EVER put someone they loved through that to teach me or anyone a lesson!!!”

   YES!!! Bingo! I think you articulated that beautifully, LC! Well done! 👏👏👏 I can’t tell you the years I spent mad at “god” (which now I know was never the real one, just the nasty AI overlord in here running the show and pretending to be the Almighty), because I blamed him for putting me thru years of traumas I knew for a fact (a) I did NOT deserve and (b) did nothing to help me grow as a person – in fact, just the opposite! And I also got burned with the LOA bull crap. Twice. Told by psychics left and right I’m “SUCH a powerful manifester!” Meanwhile, I can’t bring so much as a bar of soap into my life – and what does come in, is toxic AF. 🤦🏻‍♀️🤬 And subliminals haven’t worked for me, either. Oh well. 🤷🏻‍♀️😔

   LC, I am very sorry for whatever you went thru 3 years ago. 😟 And V, I am so sorry you also got hit with the Agent Smith friendships, especially ones you felt a spiritual connection with. Those are the worst and I’ve had my share of them, too. You trust them, let them close, and then they either backstab you in some awful way or abandon you when you need someone the most. (Or both.) Ugh. 😔 I definitely look forward to the day all of us get healed and actually feel like ourselves – our Real Selves – again!

   “They” love to isolate us, to keep us weak and sad, but the very fact that we’re finding each other now is proof to me that it’s all breaking down! Woohoo! I’m so happy we’re finding our people – and the system is about to go down in flames! 💥 Yay! Much love!

   1. i once fell for the theory that we are so scattered here so we can “hold the light”. b.s. they did that so we would feel more isolated. but the God Spark within guides us to one another – no matter where we are.

4. Victoria I remember not to long ago you posted a video with a dark haired man singing/speaking to ignore what society says about not paying attention or conforming. That it was a free thinking way…
   I’ve looked and looked for this video of this dark haired man who sang/talked this song. I have a family member who is waking up and I want to play this for her but I cant find it. Will you PLEASE help me? I will pay for your time. I will pay $50 if you will help me. She needs to hear this guy. Thank you for your consideration V.

   1. i will do what i can. it isn’t familiar atm – but i’ll look. (and no need to pay me! lol)

   2. do you remember if it was a youtube video? i’ve gone through my social media main page – back 10 days – and don’t see it there.

5. Thank you!! Both of you are lovely beautiful darling warrior souls sistas of love (true authentic love) and power. So appreciate the support & the sharing. It truly touched my heart!

   1. 🙂

   2. ☺️🙏 💕

6. Yes it was a youtube video. I appreciate your time.

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