Every member in this house had attack dreams last night. My mate had one he said was so horrifying he refuses to share it. My dream had some evil little parasite disguised as someone in my life – driving me where I did not want to go. First I used my words – when those didn’t work I thought “ok time to use physical force” and just as I began doing that, I was pulled out of the dream. Kicked out actually.
I woke up – angry – very angry – pounding my pillow. Usually I would say “ok – just let it go”. But not this time. This time around I was determined to return to that matrix scene and kick the living sheot out of that entity. So I focused but simply was not able – no – I was not allowed – to return to that space and take care of business.
Today the energy is so heavy. Body moved slowly and there was some aches. I feel overwhelmed – unable to know if I will want to do x y or z later today. I can go about 30-60 minutes into the “future”. So making plans or promises just aren’t normal for me now – or anyone I know for that matter. This is collective now. Earlier in the day my sweet girl was asking me about making cupcakes for a possible social gathering. Today – I just couldn’t take that in. With schooling and household chores, my brain said “NO” and I put my body down on the ground – right where I was – put my hands over my head and cried. Why the sensitivities increased to where they are, I don’t know. The only conclusion that feels “ok” with me is “ok if we are gonna emit, and to make that as easy as possible I have to have such total disdain for this realm, then so be it.” For if this is the new “norm”, I don’t know how I will function in the foreseeable future.
Whatever THAT is. Seeing the “future” – is something I simply cannot do now.
The cures for disease are in my space today. Allegedly this anti-viral Trump took is derived in part by mice. Last night his daughter Ivanka was encouraging everyone to get their flu shots and if they had questions to go to the CDC site.
What?
Is this movie the awakening or the zombie apocalypse?
Some days I do see the two narratives. The question is – which one has the final ending?
Yug. Enough. Movies by their nature are deceptive so aligning w/what is being shown to us – all of these “bad” and “good” “actors” – I just am not into. Yes I post and yes it has some excitement but when I am absolutely honest with myself – which usually arrives after I’ve done some good purging and I find that Solid Me again – I know I am done with the nonsensical crap we see. The drama. Not only do I long for Freedom and Home, I want an experience where there is no deception – for there is no need for it.
Love,
Victoria
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Thank you for your love and support!
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My friend GiGi
Also attacked.
Wtf on Ivanka and mice
Disgusting
I Do Not Consent EVA
WITH ALL MY LOVE
And no vaccines, either! I know who benefits and promotes them! I can’t believe Potus is going along with this scheme!