10/9/2020 Finds Reflection and whatever else I feeeeeel like sharing

 

Today was a mix of feeling light and up to frustrated as currently making connections just isn’t happening and this mama is so weary of seeing my girl cry because finding a reliable situation centered around fun play continues to be a challenge – even once something opens up – in come the blocks.  I can handle it if someone decides they aren’t interested in knowing me – but when there is a block between my child and other children who otherwise want to play – that is when the mama bear comes out swinging these days.

I had a family member go on the attack assuming I was a Fox news watcher (which I am not) – out of the blue.  Conversation was going along nicely when this comes flying outta the mouth.  The programming is locked in and I am overly done with having these experiences tossed my way totally unprovoked.  So the challenge to see and appreciate this “plan” is in my space today.  This entire year has taken a toll on my family – especially my child – which is why when anyone says things like “we are doing this for the normies” or “with this suffering comes great reward” – within I reject this fully and have the urge to spit.  Such statements are FALSE.

The deception has worn on me.  By it’s very nature war is deceptive – and I “get” that.  But aligning?  Not one bit.  If the war at Home is allegedly over – logic says that frees up a lot of help to come here and put an end to the on-going attacks upon we the people.

NO F’ING MORE.

Interesting dreams last night.  Mine – I saw wolves trying to attack my dad.  I felt no fear and told him “don’t give it any attention – they’re as harmful at this point as a puppy.  Just throw them off your back.”  He did.  Then “they” tried to throw the fear of sasquatch my way as I was walking back inside my Palace (I was in a beautiful home) – and as I did, I pulled a typical reaction of mine when I am annoyed:  I turned around and said “Seriously?  That’s what you’re pulling now?  That’s what you have?” then laughed, shook my head and the experience ended.

My mate’s dream was fantastic.  We were flying.  Well, he was flying – I was learning how – getting my trust back so I was using a chair at first.  Whoever was there told my mate he had to work with me as I was not ready to trust them yet.  Sounds about right.  Purging/healing continues as does the need for quiet, rest and sleep.

First a link to the Q drops (they mess up my code here – plus I’m not up for fighting f.b. tonight who blocks my ability to share freely these drops unless I get creative (aaaand I am also not aligning w/any of that atm):  17th letter link

 

Dutch being the Warrior he is calling out the evil parasites still engaged in their DEW weapons attacks on us:

 

William Moon/White House Photos dropped a lot of interesting stuff today.  Someone on twitter says he is an occultist who is in a panic – dropping these references.  I don’t get that from him.  For an occultist he sure has a lot of access to the WH Grounds – inside and out – and his comms are, imho, pro-Trump.  But who are we to know the truth on what is being played out.  If one is on the outside of this plan/war being waged, one is expected to use discernment.  Personally having to “guess” (which is what discernment really is here) is not a natural, organic experience.  The matrix has thrived on deception and will continue to do so until this game is over.

 

Author: Victoria1111

Truthseeker. Philosopher. Commander of Freedom. Writer. Musician. Composer. Above all I Am A Creator.

One thought on “10/9/2020 Finds Reflection and whatever else I feeeeeel like sharing”

  1. Feeling very tired, serious and heavy today, not to mention, tired. A great many cloud ships in our skies today! All kinds of shapes and sizes!

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