These are all nice sentiments – and are helpful during this time – but the truth is THIS is WHERE I AM and WHO I AM: NO to EVERYTHING that does NOT ALIGN WITH WHO I AM. And the WHO I AM KNOWS that it is only. inside. of. this. fuching. pit. that I even need to concern myself with power up statements and other sentiments. And if the matrix had actually been a truthful empowering movie, it would have ended with the first one for once NEO woke up he said he was going to SHOW EVERYONE which would have brought down the whole f’ing system – but “they” didn’t want that so they got him sucked back into the damn matrix machine again – sacrified him – put him in the loop again w/this recent ridiculous attempt at a movie (matrix generations or whatever it was called) because “they” didn’t want ANY OF US to know we had the power to NEO.
I’ve had a question today:
WHEN are we going to get some fuching relief?!
Remember back in the “glorious” (lol) days of 2018, 2019, 2020, 2021, even early this year, when we had relief? We’d feeeeeeeel the hits then have several days or weeks of “normal”. Now? It’s nearly continuous – daily – with a lift then back at it.
I am worn from the battle within that goes a little like this: I rise up, power up, focus on gratitude and peace only to also feeeeeeel the above. I WANT MY FREEDOM RETURNED.
I know I’m not alone. I am thankful I have a few of you to talk with – who reach out to me as I reach out to you in return. Love in Action ~ through words of support.
Today I had a first – something I had read about but thought was bunk or just someone smelling people who wash their clothes in perfumed laundry soap and perfumed dryer sheets. I know what that smells like. Today? This was different and it was so over-powering it made myself and my mate dizzy. We were outside. People nearby – 20 feet or so from us – we know them – we know they all partook – W O W – the chemical smell coming from them. I’m wondering if that’s why the air around here has been so stench laden the past couple of months: those who partook are now smelling like walking rancid chemical factories.
It is indeed growing more strange here by the day. Feeling more squeezed. I still want to be out and about but finding anyone I really want to connect with or am ABLE TO connect with just not happening. Earlier today I met up with another parent to do a toy exchange. I had a couple of funny things happen on the way there and shared them. I just received a polite smile but you know, no connection.
Reminds me of how often during childhood I would befriend the new kid – or try to. I just wanted to talk with everyone – know everyone – and never did understand why that was so often rejected.
I still don’t – in my heart – but my mind does.
The lonely feeling and this knowing of not belonging…… Doesn’t matter what I do to refocus elsewhere or INTEND different: IT REMAINS. As it always has. Like me actually – knowing the Truth and knowing it is stuck someplace I simply don’t belong.
I know many of us feel this way. Do any of you want to sometimes want to stand up to some unawakened, male or female, and say “You have no CLUE what I have been through“…………
Is there anything worth looking at today? Asking for a friend as I haven’t yet look. lol But I will see if there is. I already felt them when I woke up so I know it is attack day again. In fact, I knew when I woke up there was another accident nearby. Sure enough, when I turned on my phone I received notification from the county that one of the highways was closed for several hours due to yet another collision. Even the locals are talking and wondering WHY have there been so many?
Tick tock. God. Jesus. Home. Alliance. Universe. SHOW THE DAMN TRUTH AND SHOW IT NOW WE WILL NOT STAND FOR MORE COLLATERAL DAMAGE AND YOU ARE LOSING SUPPORTERS IN THIS PLAN. I will continue to claim NOW and WE ARE DONE. Join in w/me if you align. (and if you are a regular here and you converse w/me, I know you do.)
As always, please share and donate what you can ~ and leave a comment or two and let me know how you’re doing. Comments have been quiet lately – want to make sure I still have an audience.
Love,
V.
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10km………No threat to Hawaii……….or New Zealand………More info here……..
ALERT: A very large M7.3 (m7.0) earthquake with tsunami warning issued has just struck the West Pacific in Solomon Islands.
Video uploading now to youtube, will premiere shortly.https://t.co/cPEx5C0hNX pic.twitter.com/dgIUnvqv3R
— Dutchsinse (@RealDutchsinse) November 22, 2022
THIS – is good. Be like Jimmy…………..
Watch until end. 🤣
Yeah, we’re tired………….
Government Clarifies Vaccine Injured Can Sue Manufacturers Despite Indemnity – Nwo Report
The Government has responded to a petition calling on it to “remove indemnity from the manufacturers of COVID-19 vaccines, to allow individuals to pursue claims for compensation against them” by clarifying that “individuals’ right to sue the producers of the vaccine” has not been removed.
As someone pointed out, how the hell can they know what December 1 2022 will look like? lol Unless, unless scooby it’s all, uh, CONTROLLED and FAKE? REAL meteorologists will tell you they can only truly accurate predict weather 3 days out – under NATURAL circumstances that is…………
Winter is coming.
Interesting – but I cringe at the typo……….
BREAKING REPORT: Texas Gov. Greg Abbott Declares *President Joe Biden ‘IN VIOLATION OF US CONSTUTION’ for Not Securing United States Border…
— Chuck Callesto (@ChuckCallesto) November 21, 2022
VK ladder comms!
ASCENSION is the theme and also 10 steps, aka from 11/21 = 10 Days of the month left!
9 Days tomorrow! pic.twitter.com/ySc75xN9Xs— Tanja Purple Ray (@TanjaPurpleRay) November 22, 2022
JUST IN 🚨 Head of Apple’s App Store, Phil Schiller, has deleted his Twitter account pic.twitter.com/bIPlZ7PjgV
— Insider Paper (@TheInsiderPaper) November 21, 2022
JUST IN 🚨 CBS News said Monday that it confirmed the authenticity of data from Hunter Biden’s former laptop, New York Post reports
— Insider Paper (@TheInsiderPaper) November 21, 2022
Duh………..i still cannot align w/the fact that it had to take this long……..to awaken those who i don’t resonate w/one bit now – who, well, you know……..
THE LAPTOP WAS ALWAYS REAL!!! pic.twitter.com/m5l3GWkQdB
— il Donaldo Trumpo (@PapiTrumpo) November 21, 2022
And you know what I’m going to say – what about the lives of the children above ground? The depression and anxiety. Just more collateral damage, right? I tell her regularly only LOVE is forever and this will end.
Its time to bring all those out of the dark, into the light. The atrocities that have been done to the children of this world. For not just decades, but for centuries. Punishment can NOT wait another day. God will have his judgement against those that have taken his flock. 🇺🇸
— AmericanPatriot (@ColdWarPatriot) November 21, 2022
THE NEW YORK TIMES HAS VERIFIED THE AUTHENTICITY OF THE VIDEO SHOWING 11 RUSSIAN POWs EXECUTED ON THE FLOOR BY UKRAINIAN FORCES
— The_Real_Fly (@The_Real_Fly) November 21, 2022
Yeah umm … that is definitely not the reason it failed
— Elon Musk (@elonmusk) November 21, 2022
Something fun and relaxing to look at……..
Freezing of soap bubble.. ❄️ pic.twitter.com/zV03WKhbjt
— Buitengebieden (@buitengebieden) November 21, 2022
BREAKING REPORT: Mohave County, Arizona joins Cochise County to become the SECOND COUNTY TO REFUSE CERTIFICATION of 2022 Midterm Election…
— Chuck Callesto (@ChuckCallesto) November 22, 2022
Nope – now it’s 4 counties……….
You don’t say………..
Virgo – Did you feel it too?
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Hi Victoria, you sure do have people reading your content.
And appreciating it.
Words of comfort, being there for one another, but truly.. You know, you said it all. Whenever I read your personal pieces, I do feel compassion. Want to reach out. But with what words? You said them all.
Still, despite my lack of knowing what words to use, just recently getting acquainted with words of comfort and their importance (it used to be: just suck it up, don’t whine, don’t dare feel and express feeling), just anything is more than nothing.
Not sure whether to send this personally or in the comment section.
It’s nice to know it’s not just me going mad. Frustration, fear, “when is it going to end??”. I’ve not been in the knowing of all the bs in this world as long as you have, and seeing through it feels absolutely disheartening. How? How is it possible you still get up everyday and perform all the suffocating chores, whatever it is, this world asks of you? Restricting you being truly, freely you. All the apathic people you come across getting the nessecary groceries.
Makes me wonder what life actually is, and is about, as it stands miles away from our feelings and dreams of what it is. For a short period I felt a knowing of what it is about, and where it’s going, right know, just feeling lost. No knowing besides being now is not right.
one word: my child. she keeps me going. well that and my persistency and this overwhelming urge to not let “them” win and not give up on what i want. it’s a huge drive in me. we’re all in that state of WTF now – fog of war – foggy in the mind – probably part of waking up TO the illusion of this place – all of it. thank you for sharing jolien – it means so much to me and provides me a lot of comfort. i neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed to hear from the tribe here. especially now. i tune in and i can feel/sense ya’ll – floating – waiting – that state of mind being baffled – as i said in that W T A F. all we can do is remember we’re connected energetically/consciously – and i really feel that connection is growing as the veil of crap to all of this disappears.
Oh yes, not let them win, that’s one!
As for your child- I am happy het existence is helping you get through, and see it’s also tough, to be the parent you ARE, for her, in the state the world is in.
Let’s tackle one day at a time.
Untill we tackle Time itself.
I align, and I’m with you V. and I think you already know it. And I’m here, even if I usually don’t make so much noise… 🙂
Last night I’ve had a dream, where I noticed a big spaceship on the sky, far away, shaped as a match, and then another one and so one, all in various thin shapes, all with bright lights on, moving and filling up the whole sky. I don’t remember any particular feeling (I guess it was probably just something like a lukewarm “Oh really?”) Yet, the detail that’s worth mentioning is that all my Event dreams with the spaceships in the sky I’ve had so far, have occurred in my hometown, the block I used to grow up in, in Czech Republic. I have moved to Sweden in 1995, and I have hardly any connection with my homeland, and absolutely no interest in moving back… So why this location in my dreams? I doubt it’s some kind of unconscious longing back… since I’m not longing back at all. My HOME is somewhere else, and I knew it as long as I can remember.
you know – that’s really wild – your dream. i read it to my mate and he said (and i feel it too) that you have these event dreams that take place in your hometown is because that was the place you entered here. i also feel – perhaps – that they take place in your homeland here because it is a representation of REAL Home and to confirm to you that what you are seeing is real and not just dream/matrix created – to give you energy and hope and courage to keep the faith because you ARE going Home where you belong – where you came from. if that makes sense. lol sending you my love and gratitude for hanging in there w/me all this time. so ready to meet and greet in person! i have a lot of hugs to give out (and receive). 🙂
Send my greetings to your mate, V. – he’s so clever. I wish mine would be half as enlightened. He’s clever too, but unfortunately his enlightenment goes the opposite direction, so to speak. Well, that clarification with my dreams location makes perfect sense, in my opinion. And you beg there will be hugs and tears and guffaw. And I’m looking forward to talking about where we are from, when we finally KNOW about our HOME, not just knowing we LONG after it.
Yes. The smells, the peaks and valleys of energies….all of it. Personally, being around asleep and judgemental family members – busy with their tats, piercings and BLM and “MY Body My Choice” Tshirts (on a nursing new mommy no less) just….so friggin sick of it.
Lost my Mom recently (triple jabbed) — several other family members and of course none of them connect the dots.
Gotta a little bit of financial relief from Mom’s estate – sent you a donation, hope it went through as I didn’t get an email confirming it.
Keep up the good work, Victoria. You are appreciated. And everything registers in the world of energy. You, we – we’re warriors. Tired and draggin’ ass on our way HOME.
tracy ~ first i am so sorry about the loss of your mom! that is just awful and what makes me scream at times – the suffering – the loss – the death. i don’t understand in any way WHY this plan had to include the vax. it’s sinister what it’s doing – and as you said people who partook just not putting it together. i have a v’d friend who has breast cancer and i know she will not put the puzzle together. thank you so much for sharing some of your abundance from your mom’s estate. that is very VERY humbling to me. i hope wherever your mom is she is fully restored and now sees – and that you will see her once you return Home. and sending you love and comfort. if you need someone to talk with – i am here!
Your posts are my bread and butter “go to” at night! Sending $ to support your work!
aaww – that is one of the nicest words i’ve read on here. you know i appreciate you so much sister c. thank you! xo