Yesterday was – weird. It did not feel like christmas – didn’t feel that holiday energy. There was a void – although I was focused on baking for the meal we’re having tonight. But when I would pause – I could feel this void – an empty space – waiting to be filled. Very early evening I was hit hard with this nostalgia feeling and thought I am longing for something I don’t have in the way I need/want but the only thing I have to go by is the experiences and memories I have here – and what that longing is/was is for FAMILY CONNECTION. So my mind was working quickly – scanning memories from previous christmas’ – picking out those that made me feel comforted and a sense of belonging.
I went to bed a little earlier than normal – mate stayed up until 4am. He said he was suddenly feeling very wired – happy – celebratory mood. I wasn’t feeling that at the time. However, shortly after getting into bed, I too was suddenly (and annoyingly to me) wired. I wanted to get up and dance. Party. Celebrate. WTH, I thought – I just need to SLEEP. I let the energy be as it was and finally – after what felt like at least an hour or more – I fell asleep.
Today – I drag myself around. lol
I had another John Kennedy Jr dream last night – which annoyed me at the time. He kept wanting to show me something – although he wasn’t pushing me to take a look. It was a piece of notebook paper with writing on it. I don’t remember exactly what it had on it – but he handed it to me after I gave him a sideways glance and said “I don’t know what to think about you at this point…” It had mathematical equations on it – other things too that again, I can’t recall. He then left the room (my mate was there in the background as was Caroline) and suddenly, through an open patio door, dogs (each of them their own breed) began to enter – all of them coming over to me. I interacted with them and as I did I thought “these dogs have significance – this is NOT a coincidence”. Then I woke up.
And then see these things trending on anon up:
And then this…. Isn’t the deck always supposed to be clear as someone takes off from the ship??? (it’s a mov file – won’t play here – so you will have to go to anon up to see it):
Finds later, friends.
Love,
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I felt exactly the same way. It felt plastic, empty, like going through the motion; like celluloid or an old wornout re-run!! The matrix is loosing it’s content!
We are in a psyop “void”…no question. The 500 lb gorilla has yet to be dealt with. Most folks are just in cruise control mode. Once more normies wake up the tides will turn. I am still praying for a MSM blackout. Alliance becomes visible. Patience and faith. Blessons!
6% of 8 billion is 480 million – those too programmed in to the matrix to wake up (and survive). We are there (in terms of people awake – even just a tiny bit awake). All it takes is a tiny little bit of knowing to be able to pull out the mind safely (with protocols). The full truth to the public can safely be dropped. My sense.
Clair came threw last night ,kept saying bring in it forward. I said what is it we should bring forward. She said all is done, it just needs to be brought forward. Then I wake up and look at my phone and see Terrans new post saying basicly the same wow, we are at that point now awesome!!.