12.18.23 ~ It’s rough out there now. Reflecting and finds.

 

The overwhelm.  The mental fatigue.  I slept but didn’t sleep, you know?  Even though I power up every night – and I write and speak my intentions every day – “they” found a way to me last night – putting me into a situation from the past that created a lot of trauma in my body.  It was as though I was tied up – I tried to move physically – and felt bound and gagged – trapped – against my will.  Finally, I was able to pull myself up and out – or something did.  Who knows.  We don’t know who we are or where we go when we sleep.  All any of us – all I can say for certain – about myself – is that I KNOW WHAT I WANT.  Aside from that – I don’t know sheot.

And we know – once we wake up – there ain’t no going back.  So being in this space at this time is rough as hell isn’t it?

I am seeing so many suffering.  Not just struggling – suffering.  Borderline mental breakdowns.  It is time.  It is now time to bring this to an end.

As a truther – a 17 follower – it is time to question T and the plan and demand answers.  Yes we know it’s a psyop – and yes I’ve heard/experienced obvious military ops in my area – but we don’t know what is happening or whose side won or even if there is a good side.

It’s time to question – hard – demand – any narrative about the new world, home, the event.  It’s time to demand answers from all big accounts who may just be part of the psyop to deceive us.  Or maybe not.  I don’t know.  You don’t know.  But don’t you think it’s time to start making some loud demands?  Whose life is this?  Yours.  Mine.  Unless you’re enjoying your life in a safe secluded bubble where you aren’t feeling any of this – in which case you’ve probably stopped coming here.  lol

And while we’re at it – can we stop with looking into prophecies of those races who ain’t with us now – most of them were likely compromised anyway.  Just saying it’s time we rely on EACH OTHER now instead.

I go within – to feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel – and inner Me is still feeling all is well – for the most part that is (see the doubt and confusion I now have?) – it’s the logical part of me that asks the questions.  Sometimes the two fight.  Then there’s the part of me that is exhausted at a level that is becoming a real hamper and doesn’t understand anything I am seeing – it’s just creating more frustration.

Thinking we need some professional lip readers AND body language experts coming out now and helping us determine who is trustworthy and who isn’t.  It is time.  We need help here and we need it NOW.  We’ve heard “do the inner work – trust yourself” long enough.  We have done the work.  EVIL has always been the ones who truly need to do the inner work and change their ways.  As I once told a counselor – “so you’re here to help me heal so I can go back out into a f’d up system?”  That was affirmative – to which I said perhaps it is the people behind the systems who need to be in here instead. 🙄

We’re perfectly imperfect beings here who are attacked from the moment we’re tossed into this place – some more than others – which I’ve said all along is intentional for it creates division (ie – “well that’s not MY experience”).  We don’t destroy ourselves – not intentionally – lack of love does that with the systems right there ensuring we have division and violence and lack.

“Be accountable for your actions.”  When is that energy going to stop being used against us – and instead aimed at the very entities and their systems that are the masterminds behind this reality?

Hmm?

Anyone with me?

Because I am DONE in full – energetically holding no alignment – with anything that is deceptive with the intent of causing harm.

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That being said – before I share some finds – I want to ask ya’ll what you need from this site at this point.  What could I be doing different?  How can I better serve?  Please let me know – privately or in the comment section.  And before anyone tells me to take a break or go do something different – until that something else comes along this is all I have.  It is allowing me to frigging eat – plus this is also my baby and I ain’t ready to walk away from it.  Just willing to change direction/focus a bit – a tweak or two – in a way that better serves us all.

Love,

V.

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https://www.thegatewaypundit.com/2023/12/blackrock-scandal-tennessee-sues-company-demands-transparency-alleged/

 

https://www.thegatewaypundit.com/2023/12/governor-abbott-gives-texas-police-power-arrest-illegal/

 

more tunnels……

https://www.thegatewaypundit.com/2023/12/idf-reveals-attack-tunnel-network-big-enough-drive/

 

https://www.thegatewaypundit.com/2023/12/javier-milei-chameleon-ditches-histrionics-implements-shock-capitalism/

uh wtf is this person again?  check this out (people voted for him w/this platform??- bold is mine):

“A previous pledge to adopt the US dollar as the national currency was shelved, and there was no mention of the most radical ideas Milei supported during the campaign, such as legalizing the sale of human organs or cutting ties with Brazil and China, Argentina’s biggest trading partners….”

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/global-trade-risk-shippers-shun-red-sea-over-houthis-attacks

 

my intuition always guided me away from these things……….fresh/mama made is best.

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/applesauce-pouches-may-have-been-intentionally-contaminated-lead-fda

 

this is where body readers will come in handy at this time…….

 

 

 

 

 

several with whom i have spoken to in recent days feeling this – a mix of “my purpose has been served” to “ok what do i do now because i haven’t a clue” to “it all feels meaningless now”…………i know this – my girl commented to me yesterday that she doesn’t feel the christmas spirit as she did back after thanksgiving.  we both felt it – and had a lot of fun decorating, etc.  now it feels like that day already happened.  one of you’s called me today and said. the. same.

 

 

And anyone remember when the media used the phrase T wanted us to inject bleach?  o m g – no wonder evil was able to keep us enslaved this long….i mean are we really going to have to go here??

 

 

Australia:

Westpac Bank and St George online banking restored after outage – ABC News

 

i saw this show up – gave me a much needed giggle……….i’d wear something like this:

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total bullsheot for those who seee…….

 

leaving you with this (love this song too – speaks to the hearts of every human here):

united – red and blue equals purple……..we can’t make up our minds because we need to UNITE with the common purpose of Love and Freedom and Peace and thus WE BECOME THE LEADERS we seek “out there”……

 

 

 

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Author: Victoria1111

Truthseeker. Philosopher. Commander of Freedom. Writer. Musician. Composer. Above all I Am A Creator.