Q Posts and some Reflections ~ 9/10/18

editor’s note:  the collective feeeel – that i am both feeling and hearing is being experienced by others is heavy and dark.  today i am feeling – deeply within – an ancient pain – feeling i have been part of an eon’s long battle and FUCK, I AM TIRED.  DONE.  DONE with being bullied and pushed around by ANY one being or collective – human or otherwise.  DONE with having to protect myself and then getting dismissed or ridiculed by programmed bots for not being “strong enough”.  I AM NOT ALWAYS STRONG ENOUGH BECAUSE I AM FUCKING BONE WEARY TIRED of feeling i have to watch my back, be on guard when all i want to do is just RELAX FULLY and BE and never fucking again have to worry about some asshole or group telling me what to do/think/be or else…..some say dark consciousness doesn’t attack light.  BULLSHIT!  it seeks to smother what is pure and divine because it is so far removed from that experience it doesn’t know what else to do BUT attack and consume.  i know this experience well and i no longer pretend it is not real and present.  but that does not mean it gets its way.

so i chill and gather up more of the divine perfect source energy that has kept me going this far.

so this heavy feel many of us are feeling – part may be due to our weariness and those times we have let the dark consciousness enter our own space and consume us now and then.  there is something else i am sensing too – an attacking feeling.  it is there and this attacking feeling is NOT OURS.  this is the energy of a desperate dying fading losing-its-power species/consciousness.  let yourself feel the experience but don’t drown in it.  rise above it. BE the Love. BE the Divine Power.  LOVE RISES TO THE TOP. Always!  [wp-svg-icons icon=”heart-2″ wrap=”i”]

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Sep 10 2018

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