Today has been challenging. I’m screaming inside for freedom. Woke up pounding the bed – again. Looking outside seeing the same ‘ole sky and same homes. Same headlines. Same same same. Really trying so very hard to distract myself with new things – putting in a new garden. Coming up with new stories and songs.
Still feels it’s all the same.
New stretching exercises. Lifting weights with different moves.
Still feels same. same. same.
The tension is out of alignment with how I wish to feel. I see more and more like me saying the same. My gawd how much longer are we supposed to do this? How much more financial and mental and emotional and physical struggle and suffering are we to endure? How many times do we have to call out to God or Home or Jesus or whatever it is that aligns with you only to have nothing come back but silence so you wait for SOMETHING magical to show up in your experience and end up with total disappointment.
Then others talking about crypto and XRP and building things that require money and all of this new found hard work telling me this is how it’s going to be and telling me we’re all going to gladly and joyfully engage in and I am still doing the above screaming “THAT DOES NOT ALIGN WITH WHAT I WANT!”
God dayem it all – when do WE ACTUALLY GET TO CHOOSE instead of being PRESENTED with crap by those still obviously in charge OF us who tell us THIS is what you get to choose from.
NO.
Just NO!
What exactly am I doing here? Why did I come here? To be a part of an apparently very tiny minority in order to wake up and help the rest who either still don’t want to see or know just wth is going on out there and the rest talking about crypto backed crap and new tech that still feels old and clunky and out of alignment.
I don’t care about politics here. I don’t care about the government or even about rebuilding. Does. not. align. What I want is already there. And if it does require building, then I’mma gonna need a lot of rest and healing to take that on. Don’t know of anyone who wouldn’t need the same – which means who does the rebuilding?
I just want to fly away – get off of this ship – out of this matrix simulated prison – return to where I came from – where I belong. I will simply never fit in here. There isn’t enough “room” for this Light inside.
That’s all.
Love,
V.
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What are we still doing here?
Has anyone figured it out?
Info war is over.
Matrix is deprogrammed.
Faith in God and a country restored.Yet, something is being left out..
I can’t be the only one willing to talk about it.
— D (@SeekingAnon) March 11, 2024
I feel it too. The point of complete mental exhaustion is not far off.
— Terri Towell (@TowellTerri) March 11, 2024
So true. I was thinking this this morning. It is time for the whole world to know what we know. It’s not fair anymore. It’s time for the full truth, full disclosure, all at once to come out. Well if 99% of them end up in the hospital, so be it. There’s plenty of us to help.
— Lili B (@ECBovey) March 11, 2024
Not until after I have done the annual safety check for my car, I hope. https://t.co/YHcCAS6a4v
— Martin Geddes (@martingeddes) March 11, 2024
BREAKING NEWS: But they don't know what that news is… reporters hearing chatter of a National Security Matter, however, no news yet on what that matter is…
stay tuned for more…😂 pic.twitter.com/cyts8bTMM2— El_Seventeeno_Percento (@El_Seventeeno) March 11, 2024
In France, a military coup against President Macron has begun.
— kouji (@yoyonofukuoka) March 11, 2024
After Macron Floats Sending Troops to Ukraine, France Suffers ‘Unprecedented’ Series of Cyberattacks
Bloodbath: Huge Shakeup at RNC As Trump’s Team Prepares to Ax More Than 60 Staffers
are you f’ing joking……….no, they’re not…….yeah – come out and be a whistleblower for us…………T etc. are insulated – but the average joe? yer on yer own buddy…………
i got my own ideas on how to truly H E L P people in need……….
maybe those barnacles can also show us what’s really down there………..
Scientists Believe Tiny Sea Creatures Can Help Find Missing Malaysia Airlines Flight
https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/israel-making-preparations-launch-invasion-southern-lebanon
planes and now cranes……….
https://www.zerohedge.com/medical/fauci-deputy-warned-him-against-vaccine-mandates-email
last night too……….
CIA about 5 hours ago.
Foxes and squirrels again. pic.twitter.com/onbwzMpuGg— kouji (@yoyonofukuoka) March 11, 2024
sxsw – festival in austin texas – running through the 16th…..tech, film, education, music https://t.co/EUjLvKOtRg
— Luciana Nina Leone ~ Z (@nina_leone11) March 11, 2024
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