4.19.24 ~ Checking in ~ puzzle piecing (even in my current state of mind lol)

 

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Many spoke today of ptsd being triggered today – as was my case too.  I spent the early part of the day in my quiet space – moving energy.  I’m learning again how my body works – where it holds tension and trauma energies – and going within and listening – allowing – and releasing.  So after working with my body and getting into a nice neutral space, drama ensued.  Unwanted drama.  That’s the challenge.  Advice follows.  None of it shifts the situation.  I’m no longer interested in band-aid approaches – which I already know how to do.

There are many waving a white flag – deep inner needs going unmet.  Some things you simply cannot talk or breathe or focus your way out of – we are still in this “3D” (lack of better term) experience and some needs are taken care of by the practical things of said “3D”.  Especially given what I described above.  Same goes for someone with chronic health conditions.  Or financial challenges.

But I continue to do what I do.  Scripting.  Intending.  Doing my best.  Complex ptsd makes everything more difficult, more challenging – especially when I am emptying out the unwanted only to have something new come along and fill up that space again – even if slightly.  As I told someone today, if you could walk in my shoes you would have a better understanding.  Be kind.  Just – be. kind.  Don’t power-over and assume you know what is best for another – because no one ever does – none of us.  Ask what you can do to help.  And listen.

It’s so simple.  Really, so simple.  Our ego’s and assumptions make it complicated when it doesn’t have to be.

Today to soothe, went for a bike ride.  Saw two of those fuzzy caterpillars – which were plentiful during childhood and had sense more or less disappeared.  Now – seeing them more again.  This particular area where we are seeing them is man-made and thriving.  Also did some gardening and fed my Raven friend.  Has to be so. very. close considering what I “got” 6 years ago about being so tired just wanting to sleep most all the time at the end – it’s there.

Here’s what I’m seeing.

Love,

V.

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He makes some good points……..You know, until we actually see new and improved “out there” – why should any of us fully trust there is a plan in place that is working for us?

Man Who Self-Immolated Near Trump Trial Was Anti-Fascist, Warned Of “World Coup” And Wanted To Start “F*cking Revolution” | ZeroHedge

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/defund-npr-act-introduced-house-over-bias-radical-left-wing-activist-ceo

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/huge-blast-rocks-iraq-base-used-iran-linked-militias

 

Why are they showing concern?  Because CV is run its course and “they” have to have some fear narrative to push on the populace.

https://www.zerohedge.com/medical/there-more-current-bird-flu-panic-meets-eye

 

so my hopeful heart thinks 10/10 for the win – at the end of this cycle – that’s it.

 

Then I see this – on the eclipse I had a feeeeeeeeeeel about later this month – in particular 4.20.  Decided to check 17 post 420.  Notice the “10”.  And “win”.  And remembering my eclipse dream – I kept drawing 10’s.  Keep thinking too – we are catching up to what already happened.  So my dream could have been true – eclipse marked the ability for the BOOM (EXIT).  Just didn’t happen in the time frame within this 3d matrix for time here and outside is different.

 

interesting – 4.20 is Hitler’s birthday too – and it’s the 111th day:

 

 

 

 

Disclosure…………imho though the audience reaction should be stunned silence and outrage……..red shoe one of ’em turned truth bomb dropper:

 

And they hide in those dimensions here too……….”invisible enemy”………i laugh a bit as some still say the real enemy is ourselves……..they haven’t seen or experienced what i and many of have obviously………..

 

 

pinged at 12:34 yesterday………

 

 

 

 

 

going to remember……..

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According to CNN………🙄

 

 

 

All players at the table pointing fingers at one another.  How about a nice game of chess instead?  Or checkers?

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Author: Victoria1111

Truthseeker. Philosopher. Commander of Freedom. Writer. Musician. Composer. Above all I Am A Creator.