4/26 Finds….Reflection….Gematria

 

all-in-one today for at this moment i am borderline depleted…i reached a bottom-of-the-Soul well last night emotionally….i spent almost half of the night last night crying out for all of this to end but mostly to have the NEW experience I have been, you know, seeing…feeling….having visions of and knowings and all of that blah blah blah year after year after year…….i was literally crying out to bring it forth – kept waking up last night in angst having the experience….we know what aligns in that deep place within and we know what doesn’t….this experience came about after i felt last night we were in this void – and i don’t much like voids..at least not now..i struggle to occupy myself with other doing’s even if it means just buzzing in a meditative space…..i feel a part of me energetically is trying to merge/bail outta here while my mind is attempting to soothe the inner lion and is saying ok let’s focus on x y z to get through…….the paradox of being here in human form right now…yeah, it’s very real even if it is an illusion….

anyway….what got me through was knowing these voids are short lasting…energetically when i feeeeeeel these “energies” i KNOW we are about to burst into something new….and wow – today did not disappoint.  from what i have already shared to what i will be sharing – we are in new territory…..a new doorway is opening….as i just put on a social media account:  the blue pill box is officially permanently closed.

first a gematria share – based on a POTUS tweet from earlier today…the word “BAN” nudged at me:

it adds up to 17 in simple gematria too…

BAN:

MEGA

Q

now for some finds:

 

 

THIS IS A VERY GOOD THREAD – and may paint the picture of exactly where we are:

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great video on vaccine fraud exposure sent by Sister Caroline….

 

for now – this one i am sharing is just ALLEGED…first i cannot translate it….second i cannot confirm nor deny if it is a “tabloid” site….however i find it very interesting this was shared in the same region in which FLOTUS Melania was born (and it is also her 50th birthday today too)….so now sharing with reservation and if i find anything new i will share (here is the original link)….

 

more oddities on Venus:

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Author: Victoria1111

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