so there feels like something with this date – which i mirror – from 5.11 to 11.5 – which as i mentioned recently is missing from 17’s 11.3 – 11.6 (11.3/4 and 6 – no 5)…………things are really shaking “out there” – i feel it………..mate and i have all sorts of theories including the possibility that all of these orbs being seen lately are tracking devices – for “them” – seen and perhaps unseen(?)……every day feels new energetically – i feel different – shifting – even though i look at myself and say yeah – still me – but it’s something within……..perhaps still merging all of the scattered versions…..don’t know until i do. could also be the whole clown show/movie/awakening and the myriad of thoughts we all have on it – scattering about………….saddened to see a lack of love and community happening atm – which has been growing- and instead seeing more of a “i am doing me and only me”……could be the need to retreat and survival – which i get – but we cannot forget our humanity in this process and that part of us that seeks to connect and help/assist those – which is needed now more than ever the way i see it………..i swear – so often lately – i now wonder who is really human here……….wondering if some who came here simply came from civilizations that “do things different” – more individualistic – rugged – sometimes perhaps like Spock (lacking in emotion)………who knows – it’s a melting pot here and we still don’t know who is who or what is what……and i know this experience has changed me – i have to fight off carrying an armor around my heart and pull myself out of apathy…..my aim remains the same: be kind. show love. help if able. if not – walk away in silence for those judgments i am seeing aimed at some who are struggling and suffering make me want to pull out my sword and cut that sheot down. evil wants us engaged in such behavior – not Love.

i was considering doing another card read – but decided not to – at least not now. i don’t need more “it is coming”, you know? we need the end now – not everyone has the luxury of time and as i continue to ask how much suffering must happen before it is all revealed and all hidden released? WE NEED SOME F’ING RESTORING HERE!!! ooooh i go crazy now when people say god is in charge. remember – god/creator is in each of us and that part of me and everyone i know is saying ENOUGH IS ENOUGH! still deciding what to do with my spouse’s docs decision to end the doc/patient relationship. a lot of emotions around that one – not to mention we’re out over $3k including money paid each month for services he never received even though he tried to make those appointments and now….. no way to get the supplements (at the discount as well). who does that? what kind of a doc leaves a patient in the middle of a very complex, detailed treatment high and dry and without a referral to see someone else? what about hey i will continue to treat and monitor to the best of my ability until someone else is found – which i will offer some assistance if i can.

i’m still absolutely appalled. i am SO TIRED of this ongoing journey to find someone willing and able (and who won’t charge him/us tens of thousands of dollars) to help. i feel like everything – EVERY G.D. THING – related to his health – that he has tried – that i have done to help him – has been an absolute. waste. of. time.

And I don’t. like. wasting. my. time. But I get that’s what we all do here with a variety of struggles/challenges. ’tis how it goes in the matrix which is why Lioness Mama T always says LOVE is action – ask what you can do to help. if not – don’t harm.

So let’s RECEIVE into our bodies and hearts – the Real Universe. That Love. That Abundance. That Joy. That Creating with Ease. Remembering it all and bringing it all. back. in.

here’s what i’m seeing. please remember to share, etc. ya’ll know what to do.

love,

******

Space Force Delta’s………

Confirmation🔥 pic.twitter.com/L7Z9PAbF2T

— Elaine Ben Moha🍊 (@LaineyWasi) May 12, 2023

6.15 is also his b-day………and he will be 77…………btw 7’s are all around me recently – including tonight – made an order – last 4 digits were 7777…………

I want to start this by saying that I am not predicting anything. All I’m doing is sharing why I personally think it could be a possibility. Everyone has their own views on the storm tweet and if it’s even coming or some thinking we already got it from a different account. That… pic.twitter.com/2Lm6qHjxCh

— Tyler (@TWM316) May 11, 2023

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Tornado’s………..

Tornado Warning for Palo Pinto TX, Take Cover Now! #txwx pic.twitter.com/neDgKQlhF3

— michael_wx_ (@michaelwx6) May 12, 2023

Oklahoma, just stay down low until this clears your state. It's moving so fast even twitter can't keep up. The Take Cover Now warning are coming fast and furious. https://t.co/FEc9O4CXMS

— Merry Miller (@MonetPainter) May 12, 2023

Ryan of course is on it. PRAYING! SOOTHE THOSE STORMS!

LIVE – Tornado Coverage With Storm Chasers On The Ground – Live Weather Channel…

Almost 300 up – 3:30pm EST. (close to 130 5 hours later)

just days from the date he referred to when saying online recently at a launch that he was born 69 days from 4.20………..connection? other than that – she appears to be one of “them” so who the ef knows what is going on…………it gets more muddled and confusing doesn’t it? honestly at this point i trust what i SEE more than anything………yes of course things are happening but they appear as a road that is going nowhere – just when you think it’s going to open up another block/detour enters.……….it’s become pathetic at this point but i am not in charge much less part of the playing out – other than my own energetic desires and needs which i continue to put out into the ether commanding they manifest NOW………..