6/23/2020 ~ Reflection and a find or two

 

Another day of feeling “not of this place AND not altogether here”.  It was hot – for this time of year – and that creates extra fatigue which I (and my mate) do not need.  As our girl said more than once “it’s so hot!  it’s like a million degrees!”  Going to the store to get some fruit, lemonade and other light/refreshing summer foods, people were wearing their masks – even in the parking lot and in their cars.  I gave this look more than once.

How can they breath in those things in weather like this?  It was extra humid too so being in the heat without a mask is a challenge.  But with a mask?  Standing in the parking lot having a conversation with another mask-wearing fool?

Are these even human beings I am seeing?? 

I don’t like having that thought and long term readers know I have said that more than once.  And yet……ya know?  If their media experts told them to also cover their eyes would they do that too?

Don’t answer!  lol

Emotionally today was difficult.  I cried more than once.

Did one of these, well, just once.

I re-centered, felt into gratitude and all I am grateful for.  And yet that nagging inner voice longs for new and more.  Like, uh, N O W!

I have been diving into new creative hobbies.  At the moment, I am making friendship bracelets.  And yet – being honest with myself – it still feels just like a distraction to pass the time until the New World I desire and want materializes.

I will leave it at that thought.  Here are a few things that triggered my “hmmmm, interesting” space.  Other than that, keeping up with the politics and all of that continues to not really be my ‘thang….

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Now THIS one is pretty cool…  Two kapow’s at the same time in opposite directions…

 

A sign perhaps?  Clone malfunction?  Or just a “trip”?

 

As I said – that died a quick death…

speaking of bubba…

 

i don’t know why this spike was “needed” and what it did….anyone else but me DONE with the cryptic messages from those IN THE KNOW being send to those of us who ARE NOT in that exclusive club?  yeah….

 

from earlier today…apparently this is very unusual…???

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Thank you all for your support!

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Author: Victoria1111

Truthseeker. Philosopher. Commander of Freedom. Writer. Musician. Composer. Above all I Am A Creator.

One thought on “6/23/2020 ~ Reflection and a find or two”

  1. The mask situation is really crushing my spirit. I am in a kind of shock witnessing how society is tattling on people who aren’t wearing them, how brazen governors and leaders are getting with mandating them, and yet…what actual research has been done about wearing them for prolonged time out in the world? Not people condescending and saying “If the CDC says to do it, you effing do it. Period.”
    Hypoxia, now hearing of people diagnosed with pleurisy and bacterial pneumonia who have had to wear face coverings for prolonged times at work. I see, just from wearing a face covering for 20 minutes, my nose is running. I saw Dr Birx, when she wore one back at one of the Coronavirus WH Press Briefings, she was gasping for air. Not to mention, I CANT HEAR PEOPLE THROUGH THEIR MASKS!

    I live in one of the states that mandates them at all times, which means I now rarely if ever go out and seriously consider moving. I will only put on a headband over my face for the lone grocery store that doesn’t have people wait in lines like cattle outside. Otherwise, I go without.
    Anyway, I went to the gym the other day (it finally opened after being closed 3.5 months). Thankfully, I was not the only one to move the face covering so I could, ya know, BREATHE while working out. During my time doing cardio though, they made an announcement over the loudspeaker reminding everyone to wear their face coverings. Guess I may cancel my gym membership as well.

    …All this negativity to say: I’m also seeing how this works from a free will perspective. If our consciousness and light quotient has elevated enough on this planet that they can’t just mass kill everyone like in days before, they at least create a situation where, by your own free will, you elect to do it for them. First, by making yourself ill (mentally, emotionally, physically) abiding to these cockamamie guidelines, then…vaccines, etc etc.

    Riding the waves of this insanity as best I can, but it’s days like this it feels oppressive and like a bunch of looney tune bullocks.

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