6/30/2020 Finds…..a reflection

 

honestly not much to share today even though a lot is happening…i’m just not seeing anything in this awakening/plan/whatever you want to call it finding its way to this house (or to the experience of anyone i know) so i will share some beautiful news – my nephew and his wife around out they are having a baby girl today.  i remember before we found out they were pregnant, my girl stopped me one night on a walk about 2 months ago and asked if they were having a baby.  once we found out they actually were she said “mama they’re going to have a girl.”  she is so tuned in.

so in the midst of this chaos some brave Soul has decided to jump inside and bring in more Love.  Light.  and i have to admit – i like the idea of shopping for baby girl items.  so does my daughter (no need to say that).  lol  she was jumping around all over the place tonight when she heard the word “girl”.

today has been one of reflection and withdrawing – along the lines of yesterday.  i am very emotional – crying a lot.  i’m still not feeling – “getting” – why all of this is being allowed to play out for all to “see” this “evil” Q speaks of.  how is that possible with so many still relying on the big mainstream media outlets for most of their news and information?  

our governor has extended our lock-down/state of emergency through the summer.  if this matrix is coming to an end, i sure as anything don’t consent to having this be the ending experience.  it feels like a cosmic joke of some sort.  put them in a movie and make the movies ending be violent, challenging and even more confining.  i won’t have it.  we are too beautiful and powerful to let this be it – for one more moment.  it is my strong prayer that all Remember that.

i have more questions now – and i feel more confused and out-of-sorts than ever before.  the big question is why did i decide to search for the truth? what has it done for me?  given me more success?  better health?  a sense of purpose?  more connections?  yes and no to each of them.

so for now i focus on what’s in front of me instead of some agenda or event that may or may not happen.  today that included shopping with my girl until my head was spinning from looking at so many fun things….a bike ride…listening to music and some ted talks on youtube and watching the play Mamma Mia.  she also had an interesting find at one of the local little libraries:  a Clifford book of America that had an image of Mt. Rushmore on the cover.  interesting….  we are talking of taking a vacation – if we can find a private rental in this state-on-lockdown and if there is another stimulus package.  the biggest county along our coastline remains at phase 1….. today at the store i wanted to try on a top and was dismayed when i read the dressing rooms are closed for the indefinite future to protect customers. what??  so i said “ok fine then” and much to my girls dismay, i took off my jacket, put my purse on the ground and put the top on in front of a mirror and maneuvered my tank top around so i could see what the top looked like on its own.

interesting what we do to adapt to this nonsense.  today while out and about i kept seeing people driving with masks on.  i began to cry.  i want to see people’s faces again.  i know i’ve said that – but it took on a deeper experience today.  i am really feeling a disconnect now – feeling like now i REALLY don’t recognize this world.  come ON people – please wake up – please Remember.

well, that’s about all i had to say.  i am tired and quite worn out – but i keep on going.

here are a few finds.

uh, wow:

“A new explosive report alleges that Supreme Court Justice Brett Kavanaugh was secretly a whistleblower in former President Bill Clinton’s scandal with White House intern Monica Lewinsky.”

 

 

The Book of Enoch Banned from The Bible Tells the True Story of Humanity

Your Sunday Digest for June 28, 2020: Countdowns, Ultimatums & Fireworks on the Agenda [videos]

schumann read (again!!)….i might double my CBD dose tonight – it isn’t working these days:

 

 

leaving you with this beautiful piece of music:

 

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Author: Victoria1111

Truthseeker. Philosopher. Commander of Freedom. Writer. Musician. Composer. Above all I Am A Creator.

3 thoughts on “6/30/2020 Finds…..a reflection”

  1. I hear you, I get so angry looking at the restrictions, deep state plays that I have to step away sometimes. I don’t see how I will make it if my vibration (has to be a certain level) Our deepstate governor in CA has already jumped on the bandwagon for lockdown. No surprise. My wife and I have been really tired lately. Hopefully upgrades? May we soon be on new earth or better! Love and light.

    1. it is my strong feel we don’t “need” to vibe at a certain level….we have been locked inside here….prisoners if you will….we do the best we can….our Hearts are always “online” – for me that is enough…

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