7.27 Reflecting……..The Senses……..Land of Confusion…..and some additional finds

 

Well it appears that tarot read was correct on things becoming more confusing this month – but here we are at the end of the month and the confusion continues to build instead of switching like the cards said.  But I know how these things go – I do my own reads privately – and info may be correct but the timing – yeah I always seem to miss that one.

I’m tired tonight.  Just flat. out. t i r e d.  I got a boost of energy and took my girl to one of those beauty places (make up, perfume, etc.).  I would have loved this place at her age.  At my age?  I was inundated and absolutely overwhelmed by the scents of body lotions and perfumes and hair products – plus the place is also a hair styling place so OH MY GAWD……..lol……….I’m still smelling it in my nose – and this is after I came home and scrubbed myself down with my own mild castile liquid soap and plain unscented simple shampoo.  Booooooooooring to a teen.  Anyway, she had fun browsing and I had fun enjoying the experience with her.  But my unbelievably and at times highly annoying senses did. not.  The next store we went into had no smells – just loud music – making it hard to hear what my girl was saying.  I already had the smell on me – and now the music was a bit much.  After 20 minutes I said let’s go to Trader Joe’s.  Hadn’t been in there since the lockdown (personal refusal – they made you stand outside in the rain to wait to shop as they only allowed X amount of people inside and refused to do customer pick up – so I said “f that” and shopped elsewhere).  That said – I love the place – overall – great customer service – but the music was loud and the lights – omg the lights – I forgot how frigging BRIGHT that place is.  !!!  As I got into the car, I felt like I drove home looking like a deer looking at the headlights.  Overloaded senses.

I sit here – calm and centered again – wondering if I will E V E R be able to go out into the world of normal and sensory overload and function – normally.  The more I’ve awakened the more sensitive I’ve become.

A small town – under 10,000 people.  More rural.  More mom and pop stores and restaurants instead of these chain stores that must require the staff to crank the music and amp up the lights and fill the place with perfumes and/or perfumed sanitary sprays (Hello Dollar Store W T F are you thinking doing this??).  Unlike days past, going by my memory that is, the perfumes and chemicals used today s t i c k to the skin.  It’s like a coating that only comes off once you wash it – sometimes it takes more than one washing.

Anyway, back to the confusion.  So many cryptic messages.  Confusion.  VK implying there are no aliens – the Vrill were the CATS.  (acronym??)  Feels insulting to those who see, smell, sense the dimensionals – aliens – whatever you want to call them – a “gift” no one wants.  Of course it depends on how one defines aliens, you know?  And are many of them just projections inside this sim?  Someone knows – I want to know.  So weary of the games.

Regardless of all that, it’s good these two are trending:

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Shut it down, he says?

 

Movie………..somewhere outside BIG ME is throwing popcorn and m&m’s at the screen……

oh speaking of movies – i just had a memory come back to me………25 years ago or so i was at the movies with a guy friend of mine at the time…….we sat way in the back and i had my usual big box of hot tamale candy…..the theatre was on an incline meaning it slanted downward from where we sat….one of the scenes was so funny, i laughed so hard and spilled my entire. box. of. candy and listened as they all rolled down towards the front.  omg we laughed so hard.  i put on a show pretending to then cry like a child wanting my candy……….he went along with it with me until we were in hysterics.  good times.  😂🥰

 

many thought it was THIS week……..🙄

think we’re all kinda here with WAITING……….

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Really ready to have a place where I can have a Dog…….

 

 

Vetted…………(btw our local big bank branch isn’t experiencing this atm)

 

 

 

 

NDA………hmmm……….

 

Got a lot of activity on the west coast.  An H60 just flew over.

 

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Author: Victoria1111

Truthseeker. Philosopher. Commander of Freedom. Writer. Musician. Composer. Above all I Am A Creator.