7/4/2020 Reflection

 

When I feel into today, it felt like a fizzle – a let down.  I just couldn’t get into the spirit of the day.  I tried playing patriotic music.  I had on my patriotic tank top and friendship bracelet I made.  I watched President Trump’s speech.  Nothing I created or did worked so I just let myself feel the experience of bland.  I spent a good hour on the hammock out back.  It was sunny but as we have had, it was cool.  The weather is struggling to get much past 70 and normally we are 80.  And there has been, yet again, this ongoing cool breeze which made lighting fireworks tonight a challenge.

I saw pictures of last year and I was really into the spirit of the day then. Actually, normally I am into this day and typically most years my mate draws the words “truth” and “freedom” on my arms with markers or hair chalk.  This year I had absolutely no desire to do that.  My mate had the same exact experience within as I did.  I just wanted to rest and detach – ongoing experience.  I found the whole thing odd as many weeks ago, I began preparing for this day.  I made the friendship bracelet and I spent over a week looking for a 4th of July tank top.  And we had out the flags and I put 4th of July decals all over the windows 2 weeks ago.  And yet…..Today came and the energy was just gone.  Like a firework that is supposed to light up all pretty but instead fizzles out.  It was kind of disappointing but I feeels as I feeeeels.

I reflected on this month throughout the day – in particular the end of this month.  LeeLoo’s date – 7/31 – has been almost screaming in my mind lately – certainly popping up.  I am the type who looks for markers – clues – and when I find 3, that puts together the puzzle for me – or at least it gives me something more solid to work with.  I had LeeLoo’s message, then my nephew’s amazing song speaking of the “last day of July” but that was just 2 so I let it go.  Then today Sister Pat sends me an article that mentions the end of July.  I will post the pertinent information below along w/the link for those who want to read the entire piece.  I admit I cringed when I saw the info on the law of one and the elohim….and I thought the bible coding stuff would impact me but it didn’t.  It intrigued me.  While as ya’ll know I am not religious and know the bible was mostly written by THEM – there is truth in there and I am always interested when people can use numbers to find clues and codes.  It’s what the evil ones do here – so we can do the same from purity and for purity/truth.  In other words, anyone in prison can figure out how to get out with diligence, heart and logic.

Before I share the piece, I was guided again to gematria LeeLoo.  I think I already did that in months past, but given the state of mind I have been in, I have needed some piece of encouragement.  Am I “supposed” to feel this way – this needy?  That voice crept in but I dismissed it as I don’t really care about any of the “rules” and “do this and do that”.  I am human.  I know how I feel.  I know what I desire and want.  I know what I LONG for.  And so I love myself to infinity and beyond by letting myself have that experience of “I could use some encouragement!”

So…..here is the gematria’s for LeeLoo:

ALL CLEAR

DEPART

GO HOME

I AM HOME

JOHN Q (that one is interesting now, isn’t it?)

As I always say….we will see….I go by what I see and how I feel and most days now the two ain’t aligning.  lol

Here is that piece (the block quote is mine to add emphasis).

Love,

Victoria

SOURCE

A Critical Reassessment of Human Approaches Predicting Fateful Future Events

Angelic Guidance and Georgi Alexandrov Stankov, July 3, 2020

www.stankovuniversallaw.com

Humans are sentient beings and this includes the correct prediction of fateful future events that determine the destiny of mankind. Most religions thrive on such predictions and they use them as proof for the divinity of their prophets. Numerological calculations play a huge role in this respect. This is how the cabal have always operated in the past by employing their dark cabalistic.

In the current End Time, it is a question of naked physical survival for most light warriors to know how long they will carry out with their toil of cleansing human dross and ascending Gaia that is always accompanied by indescribable physical pain and mental, and emotional hardships. Not to speak of the daily physical challenges to survive on the fringes of a hostile society that has become even more hostile under the current lockdown, which has to end rather sooner than later.

And its ending – obviously through divine intervention and dispensation – will mark the end of the old age and the beginning of the blossoming of the Age of Aquarius that has already started a few years ago so that we are now in the transition period.

Insofar, such intellectual gimmicks do have a deeper psychological meaning and that is why I have decided to publish this discourse with a reader of my website, who prefers to stay anonymous but has done a lot of research on old sources to prove numerologically the end of the old age by the end of this month.

Ultimately, it does not matter how one comes to a correct prediction, and in many cases, the knowledge is already encoded by the soul in the human subconscious and only needs some weird calculations to bring it forward. I know how this works from my vast personal experience as this is how I discovered the Universal Law and resolved all major mathematical and cognitive blunders of physics and science.

Our souls have some unfathomable ways to make us aware of deeper truths we would normally miss in our daily merry-go-round, while the human senses are fixated on the current holographic illusion. In this sense, the discussion below has the function of a self-fulfilling prophecy.

George

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Information about the End of this Age