8/31/2020 Reflection and some finds

 

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Their jig is up.  I don’t understand how even the most programmed aren’t seeing this scam for what it is.

I feel two experiences playing out now.  I not only see it, I feeeeel it.  Today I was feeling the one of UGH/repression and was rushing about to do this and that in order to do this and that and blah blah blah….while I was doing this 3d crap in a way that simply didn’t align, I began hearing “don’t worry….about a thing…..cause every little thing’s….gonna be all right.”  That line kept playing – until I slowed down and tuned into the other experience: Freedom.  Home.  Exit.  Escape from the Matrix.

Tonight I went to the store for some food – the usual store that “allows” (eye roll) you to claim medical to shop mask-free.  I walk in and one of the employees says “excuse me do you need a mask?” waving one in the air.

I paused.  I just could not do this anymore.  This nonsense of asking.  This invasive questioning into a territory that is none of her f’ing business.  So I stood there and just stared at her.  And shook my head “no”.  And kept shaking my head no.   Should I say something?  I contemplated and said “Medical,” I said slowly, with a bit of a growl, then walked off.

This section was pretty crowded and several people stared at me until I stared back.

Not one person was without a mask.  I need to find others and agree to meet at the same time, same place as I am DONE doing this alone.  Power in numbers and honestly, I don’t trust my fellow human if they ain’t on the same page as I am.

I reflected on “nice” people.  My area has people who are “nice”.  Polite. And yet – what is nice?

Nice is when you will respect people’s right to make their own choices – even if you disagree with them.

Nice is when you not only respect this but will back them up if faced with adversity.

And that is where I question how “nice” most are who are clearly not awake.

I don’t hear from people I once did.  Parents for whom I reach out to see if maybe they have relaxed on their “covid practices” – I don’t hear back from now.

I “get” there are two narratives playing out.  I’m just done being forced to participate and interact with the other side because the other side is bat sheot stupid.

Sigh….I am doing my best to remain patient and respectful but I feel like I live in Oz when I belong in Kansas.  And I am needing my place in the Universe to bring me what I not only want but need.  You know – NOW.  Seek and ye shall find.  I seek and continue to seek and continue to call forth from my Heart as I know and as I read so many of you are doing now and are still at that bus stop waiting for that damn new bus to arrive.

Dreams were bizarre last night and clearly not of my doing.  I slept well for about 5 hours – woke up – could not get back to sleep and when I finally did, I was awoken from a nice deep sleep by the sound of a leaf blower and lawn mower right next to our bedroom window doing nothing but make noise and blow dust around and into our window for there is nothing next door but dead grass and dirt.  Just, you know?  Who does that??

Just call me the lone hitch-hiker lookin’ for a ride outta here…

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Love,

Victoria

Here are some finds…

people around here are failing miserably:

yes it does:

they don’t need unemployment…they need jail time (and to be on one of those work crews where they go around and clean up their mess….didn’t their parents teach them the value of cleaning up your own mess??)

 

the time for talk and sharing/showing is over.  long over.  action.

 

Author: Victoria1111

Truthseeker. Philosopher. Commander of Freedom. Writer. Musician. Composer. Above all I Am A Creator.