My focus on “the plan” and the awakening and the event is pretty much non-existent right now. I have been watching areas in my state burn. I have read stories of friends and (so far just 1 family member) being forced to evacuate. There are literally entire small towns gone.
So I am in no energetic space to read about the plan or how all is being revealed. This is evil at work. PERIOD.
There are new Q drops but I just can’t muster the desire to share them here, especially given one is speaking of CALI burning, hinting at dew weapons and seeking emergency funds. That feels like we are being told “see how it happens?” while the burning and suffering and loss of property and life continues.
The more I go within on this the more questions I have – and all lead down to one single word: WHY?
Anyone who is in a safe place – would they be willing to lose everything or lose a family member or friend for some “plan”?
Oh they’re waiting at Home we are told.
And yet – how do we know that for certain?
We don’t.
Allegedly there is big news from “upstairs” and “new energetic developments” – but those are the only words I am reading and not one of these sources are expanding or sharing.
And I DO NOT GET THAT. If you have something that could help us – then for the love of us All…. SHARE IT. Waving a carrot in front of a hungry, tired rabbit without actually giving the bunny a bite is deceptive and cruel.
The past several days have had me reflecting in a new way and focused on what’s most important – safety. Life. Regardless of political “beliefs”, I care about everyone in my state – my area – my home. Everything else at this time is just a distraction.
It is 3/4 of the way through 2020. We are told to be prepared for the november election by those allegedly in the know. How the f do we do that? How do you prepare for something you hold no truth or intel on? I am finished with trying to guess my way through this experience or following anyone who claims to be in the know and they don’t give you the “know”. And I am also finished with reading about raising ones vibes in order to exit, etc. How is that possible when the very “energy” experience in which you are trying to crawl out of continues to traumatize and harm?
So – not much makes sense to my Heart. And that is all I have to go on.
For now, I am rethinking my life once again – and as I requested a couple of weeks back – if any of you are skilled at running a go fund me type campaign to raise funds to help me and my family, please let me know.
Love,
Victoria
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I’m sorry for all I see and I understand 100% where you are coming from. I ask ‘why’ so often that I feel like a 3 year old. I know the carrot dangle and I still have hope. Although it’s dwindling daily. Much drama in my own family with 2 kids moving back. And 5 grandchildren. But I made it to 60 years old last month.😅. I want to send comforting words to you. I do enjoy your blog. I’m just a quiet one. If you get a fund I can send something. I only have PayPal so I don’t understand the others.
Much love,
Granny
🙂 thank you granny jolene. i too never outgrew that 3 year old who wants to know WHY. i’ve attributed it to that part of me that never fully grew up (and i have no intention of doing so the way the system expects).
Dear Victoria,
I am so sorry to hear that you are in the fire area. My wife and I live quite a way from you, down in southeast Mississippi. We will keep you and yours in our prayers.
thank you. we are safe. it is horrifying to see images – entire little towns gone. and to know arsonists are behind many if not most of this….no words.
Hi Victoria
I feel your pain through your post,
I cannot imagine living that close to ground zero, my prayers are with you and your family.
I took some notes from the Go Fund Me YT video, so I don’t know if this is any help.
The Go Fund Me platform costs are zero, but they do take a small amount from donations.
1. figure out how much money you need to move.
2. Create a good title .
3. Select who you are raising funds for.
4. Put in your postal code and choose a fundraiser category.
5. Select your fund raiser Mode. Individual or Team. If individual you are the sole manager in all aspects
Of your fundraising.
6. Following this include your main image photo or video after agreeing to Go Fund Me terms.
Add a clear high quality image of yourself and what you are raising funds for.
7. Finally write your STORY !
The Managing your fund raiser DASH BOARD is where you can edit your story, send thank you notes to
donors and make updates to keep your supporters in the LOOP.
Also you will see the Withdrawal button in the Upper right hand corner. BUT before you can withdraw
you will have to designate where the money goes.
God Bless you and your family, you have done so much for others in this awakening process.
thank you for taking the time to do that deborah! that is very thoughtful of you. 🙂 xo
The Plan?…
…in accord with the Qanon thread? In observance of a neutral perspective– trusting any nebulous “plan” was never a particularly proactive pursuit. We must see ourselves as a plan–or try to plan ahead in our communities–without waiting for some nebulous prompt. “We” are the “Plan”. We are the EVENT.
We need to see ourselves as co-creators in this time. Waiting for some force outside ourselves to intervene merely leaves us in the role of latent victim. Instead, let’s embrace our power as co-creators.
Many possibilities will avail when we remain open to our potential to create the alternatives.
We’ve been oppressed and suppressed for far too long. Namaste.