I was pretty occupied most of the day taking care of the needs of the youngest family member, which began at 5am (!!) so I am going to fire this off and go to bed. Still very tired even after an hour nap at 8pm.
Earlier today I was feeling some guilt and wondering if I “should” be spending more time focused on the trafficking issue. It isn’t as though I am not aware of this. It was around 2002 I began down that rabbit hole, heard the story of Cathy O’Brien which lead me to other roads. However I was not awakened to how pervasive and dark it was until the past year. Each piece I have read, I feel traumatized and sick to the point where it knocks me out of my center.
As I felt this through, telling myself I “should” be stronger, etc….a message came to me (in the shower naturally). I had the visual of a baseball field, the field representing humanity’s awakening and transition. Each position holds its own unique purpose, with no position being above or more important than another. I “heard” there are plenty of people covering this topic, doing what they feel called to do as this is what they are here to do NOW. It is their purpose.
I then felt this relief so I could tune in and again feeeeeel my purpose in this experience. That is to speak of Love ~ the frequency ~ the Love Event ~ calling it forth by feeling it, expanding on it AND by sharing my feeel within that this is not something any of us must earn. Nothing to do other than to ALLOW it. Part of this is to see the programming (karma, lessons, etc.) and call it out for what it is. It is such a driving force within me ~ at times I have felt a bit crazy ~ certainly doubtful ~ until I let myself relax into it and embrace it ~ ALLOW it ~ accept this IS what I am here to be doing NOW. And then ~ I no longer feel crazy. For I know. This “knowing” has been a long journey full of visions and experiences ~ awake and while sleeping. Not ONE did I call for consciously. You could say they just happened to me ~ each one keeping me going on this path ~ even when I have sworn I was DONE. Finished. Not gonna focus on something so “out there”. 3D was safer. Easier. Saner.
Never has that lasted long for me. I get pulled back in. Guided. Prompted.
Much like Richard Dreyfuss’ character Roy in Close Encounters ~ which we watched tonight. He had the encounter which implanted visions he could not shake, no matter how much he tried. And all along he thought he was going crazy. He couldn’t explain all of these strange feelings and calling’s and visions he was having. And it wasn’t until he got clear on the shape of that Mountain that he knew ~ he was not crazy. He got it. At a breaking point, Life stepped in and let him know – this is REAL. This is your purpose NOW.
This Love Event IS real. I don’t know when it will happen (I would like to know) ~ although I have a feeling we can help bring it forth as we are co-creating this.
I don’t know how it will happen. I just know it is real. I know I am to talk about it. I know I am to be here as a support person for it. And I know I can help bring it here NOW. And I know it is ok to ask others to do the same ~ if one is so inclined. And as I said, most especially, because I have had a few tastes of it over the years, I KNOW it is my purpose now to offer reassurance to anyone feeling they need to “do” something ~ eat differently or meditate more or be totally healed and all that ~ none of that resonates with me as being necessary (I was given brief moments of the immensity of this ~ and I was not fully healed or eating vegan or even in a high vibe state at the time).
Love doesn’t work that way. Love is not that way.
The frequency of Love welcomes all.
All who are open to receiving. Even if the door to openness is just slightly ajar.
Let us call it forth.
Let us welcome it.
Let us be open to it.
That is all for now. I must stop. I am quite tired as I said above and my body is feeling funky ~ almost as if I am being sparked up (which is not so comfortable at times). Serious bloat. Acidic. I am suddenly wanting a diet of fruit, rice and root veggies (esp. carrots and potatoes). And my cell phone and computer are doing weird things at times in my presence, cell phone especially. I am wondering if it has something to do with these guys (critical frequencies)….This is NOT my area of expertise by any means but when I see spikes like this I gotta ask if this is having an affect on the body: 
Event Love Frequency for us All~
Victoria
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