Deconstructing The Construct Ep 44 – 1 July 2018 (and some of my own thoughts/experiences for today)

 

editor’s note:  t/y patricia for the heads-up on this one.  the #44 is all around today ~ this episode number is 44.  earlier today i was guided to look at my odometer as i was driving and saw 44.4…  for the past 10 days or so have had this desire to communicate with leeloo.  i know, nuts, right?  but there it was, this desire.  so i put it out there and didn’t feel anything so i let it go.  got the desire again today while in the shower – so i said ok i am open.  i spoke a few words and then BAM – in my heart i felt a new energy – very high frequency – and got tears in my eyes.  when i first connected w/clair i had a very similar experience.  anyway – this is what came to me.  she is a real being.  she has an energy “cord” (connection) to this realm and she is every bit as ready to be free as we are.  she is here to gather info, monitor the ending of the program(s) and share with others.  this isn’t a competition as in more than one may tune in w/her.  (so give it a try if you want ~ we all have this ability). ALL who came here to participate in this end – whether outside or inside this realm – are ready to be free to pursue Being and Doing as truly free, heart-based experiences.  it is absolutely no coincidence to me that all of this “stuff” is going on here within – the exposing – the madness and chaos.  after a long “lull” all feels to be speeding up – definitely movement and quite fast.  all of the madness too i feeeeeeeel is the programming being shut down and unless one is aware of this – they are freaking out.  maybe it’s the holograms busting apart too.  i say this as it has been a feel of mine for some time that i have not wanted to look at that there are people who aren’t human but rather a program, a hologram.  hard for me to understand that one – innerstand yes but the rest of me – it just feels so horrible, you know?  but i have seen it.  i have seen people just shut down – shut off – like a computer shutting down only to turn back on again and it disturbed me.  anyway i read earlier, in relation to this video below, that someone (i don’t know if it was lisa or who this person was referring to) said according to their calculations, there are 1,440,000 beings here who are fully human with human souls (that for every one of us there are 5000 matrix type agent smith’s around us).  that is not very many and i would hope it is far greater than that.  just found the 144 number intriguing.  oh well, we will know soon enough, right?

i also feel and just know the ability to carry out anything globally catastrophic is impossible.  those programs have either been removed or so weakened, their power is in the red.  and i have also felt for a couple of years now that they will kick and scream until the very end – even if it’s just a silent scream as they crawl slowly along the ground.

for now and until….and on and on…..be in the heart.  speak, be, do kindness and peace.  with others.  with self.  listen to your own voice.

love to you all~

victoria

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Published on Jun 30, 2018

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