some new “things” – deep inner ear ache that has felt like someone quickly pokes my inner ear with a needle.
intense dizziness a couple of times today – mate had the same experience at one point at the same moment.
drinking copious amounts of water. as in W O W!!
feeling like i am at the end of an experience. some grieving. mostly just very very reflective right now. quiet.
so disgusted w/the filth that continues to leak out of hollywood – the pedo crap and other equal horrors – i will not watch another movie out of that land of filth. i have thought to sell the collection we have and use the money to support one of the groups exposing this horror. then again i think let us all smash the dvd’s to pieces, video it and throw it up on youtube. let them SEE that WE see THEM and our support of them is ancient history.
some people are simply without a soul. it isn’t as though they simply just sold out – their soul no longer resides w/in their vessel. or were cloned. or artificially created.
triggered in the area of support – lack thereof. HUGE lack in that area. i have been hearing – feeling – lisa harrison’s words on support and the universe – how the REAL universe of ALL is an energy OF support and does not exist in this realm. it is a horrid energy here – this lack of support – and i am ready to see it obliterated.
when i am honest with myself, i see the miracle that I Am. i see how it is a miracle that i have maintained my beauty, my purity, my divinity in spite of the abuse and neglect i have experienced from “out there”, family, “friends”. and even having gone off target now and then, not being the authentic ME but the me who has felt bitter, enraged, isolated, unseen and apathetic…. WHO I AM STILL IS. and she is ready to take the hands of those i love and who love me back (very small number that is in this realm) and GO HOME.
that is all. hopefully this one will get through to my subscribers. that is an unresolved issue and i do not have the tech know-how to fix it. and to be honest, i am feeling the need to just let it ride, let it be. for if it ain’t EZ flow now, i am not engaging.
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