nothing much i am reading today is resonating with me ~ nor is it providing me any “good” sort of feelings. in particular is the “ascension” topic. here is a run down of what i have read. this will be easy as it doesn’t ever really change.
april was tough. kicked our ass. but we came through and released x y z.
may. wow may was a doozy, wasn’t it? kicked our ass again but hey we came through.
june. june was interesting. we purged and got our asses kicked but at the end it felt like we were just about ready to break free and fly the magic unicorn outta here.
then came july. long month. enduring. we burped and belched and lived half our day in the bathroom with this one. but hey – we are ALMOST there, right? well maybe not because now comes august.
august. apathy. lots of body pain. more purging. more enduring. more ass-kicking. but hey this is the price we pay for choosing to live in this shit pit, right?
can we talk? can we get real? can we get out of this elusive “never-ending” speak?
good.
LOVE ACTS NOW.
LOVE DOES NOW.
love sees those trapped in a prison and steps in and helps. pulls them out. does whatever it can without saying “nope you aren’t quite ready to deserve this lovely gift of freedom”.
does anyone else speak this way but me???
am i the only one???
am i to continue to live/think/do/be feeling like i have no one to talk to and who understands this about me – other than through this computer? (which i am so grateful for but DAMN – this life has become too damn lonely for me and i am sick of it. just god damn sick of it.)
where is Source? the Source in me says ENOUGH. E N O U G H.
end this show.
end this lie.
end this prison.
FREE US ALL NOW.
at least give ALL the chance NOW TO BE FREE.
this is not difficult to grasp.
if all of us would begin to create that energy space instead of spending so much time focused on all of this additional “work” we “have” to do….this “earning the right” to b.s…………..maybe
just maybe……..
we could all break outta here.
love,
victoria
