so i am trying to play with this creator thing the past two days. are the incoming energies allowing for this to become easier (the way it’s supposed to be)? as i shared with my mate tonight, it is my absolute knowing that creating is inherently a natural experience for us. these things called “blocks” are often lower energies/frequencies even programs saying “not allowed”, “this is supposed to be difficult”, etc. in the ALL there are NO blocks. as long as we are creating from love ~ not seeking to harm another ~ creating is fluid and easy. that is what we are returning to ~ back in full alignment with the Supportive Universe. or so i feeeeeeeeeeeel.
so having had quite easy success of this yesterday, i decided to try it again today. as i got into the car, i noticed the clock ~ 2:22. heading out i was pondering how to travel to my destination. i wanted quiet and ease. i thought “i am a creator being and i can create my own reality”. as i had that thought i was guided to look at the odometer: 44:4. that fired me up. “ok then,” i said, smiling. “let’s play with this.”
as i drove, i would see a car up front. “go,” i would say, waving my hand to guide it in the direction i wanted it to go. yeah ~ it worked.
ok then. i tried it 2 more times. same result. i then knew i was coming to 2 of the more major roads. i had no desire to wait for a line of traffic. i had a quick vision of clear roads and said this would be easy to travel through.
it was.
as i grew closer to my destination, i was guided to look at several license plates. each one, i kid you not, had the “44” somewhere on the plate. by this point i was feeling so giddy and light, i thought i may just take this vehicle and morph it into a flying craft. as i do not know where the nearest interstellar library is, i opted for ground travel.
the way home i tried it out and again, had the same experience.
as far as personal experiences/symptoms, both my mate and i have been ravishingly thirsty. where this water is going, we have no idea but some part of us is obviously needing it. cellular upgrading? purging? (i would say more of the purge given my body purging experiences). and last night we both had to use the bathroom frequently (unusual for me).
the feeling of being in a holding pattern ~ feeling as though i am on stage playing a role and the REAL ME is getting prepared to reveal herself. oooh that is a good description ~ just came to me.
i am having more moments of bliss recently which is quite nice. feeling more of a deeper connection now. perhaps this is partly due to me just allowing myself to feel whatever thought and accompanying emotion i have. no judgment. i just go with it and let it be there.
so yeah….stomach issues getting better. i made coconut oil, maple syrup brownies (also used greek yogurt) tonight that WOW ~ really moist and delicious. so….i am able to eat more without the belching and distress i was having early in the month…that interestingly enough began on july 31st. something indeed HUGE did happen on that date and i tuned in last night to get a better feel for this. and i received a vision with a quick description and thought “get up and record this before you forget” and in my sleepy state i said “i’ll remember” and of course i didn’t or else i would share it. so instead i will say confirmation came that this date DID mark the ending and beginning of change ~ liberation is the word i am getting now so i will use that and leave it at that.
below is a picture i took before sitting down to write this piece. the song felt good to my heart and body and i was guided to look at the title. yes. innerpeace444. perfect. [wp-svg-icons icon=”heart-2″ wrap=”i”]
let me know how you’re all doing.
love,
victoria
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