whew, well i am feeling between two world’s/realms once again. i got the feel tonight in the shower that another piece of fractal me has left the building. is it possible that the “we” here in this realm is being slowly integrated into the “WE” in the new realm?
i was feeling more or less “normal” (which of course is a whole new “norm” than it was in years past) until around dinner time when i felt a freight train ran through my head. wonky weirdness. as i sat down to eat i thought i just was not hungry, but then proceeded to scarf down a huge amount of food ~ and oddly enough not feeling full. satisfied, yes but full? nope.
i seemed to “recover” so headed out on a bike ride with my girl. while at the park, i announced it was time to ride again when suddenly my vision got really crazy ~ blurry but not in a normal way ~ this felt like it was coming outside of me. i can’t describe it. then my body felt very wobbly and for a moment i thought this vessel was not going to allow me to bike ride home.
i regained myself – or should i say my self – then headed home. after being home for a few, i began to feel i was being pulled into another realm again.
i am also sensing i am forgetting each day’s event quicker. like say for dinner last night – i cannot recall what i ate. when did i last go to the store? was it today? I DO NOT KNOW! lol
i also felt the beginning of the overall body pain and itching i have experienced when new “stuff” is happening to the vessel. so far today/tonight that has been a here and there thing and not constant.
so speaking of food i am suddenly hungry again. and quite thirsty as well. i have begun juicing grapes. that has had a purifying affect on my body. it just feels good ~ like i am super charging my cells. table grapes grow all over this part of the state so finding mass quantities right now is easy.
i had a wonderful conversation with a woman in my neighborhood who runs a produce stand – all food coming from her own amazing yard. she takes payment via paypal. when i told her how i use it for this site for donations and payments, she informed me i could do as she does – set it up to take payments from friends and family and that way i get 100% of the funds. wow! i did not know that. may as well be me keeping all of the money instead of some big corporate outlet taking 10%. as long as it doesn’t mess with how i have it set up here….as i have said, computer tech is not a language in which i am well versed.
aside from that ~ the current song running through my mind the past 2 days ~ a new one ~ “love is like a rock” “you can’t depend on your preacher…..you can’t depend on your teacher…..you can’t depend on politicians…….you can’t depend on your doctor…………you can’t rely on your lawyer………love can rock you….never stop you…..love is like a rock” a jamming little tune from my era. [wp-svg-icons icon=”heart-2″ wrap=”i”]
how are you all doing?
much love,
victoria
******
Thank you for reading and supporting my work. This is a donation based website. If you value the work I share/do, please consider sharing a donation by following the link below. Much gratitude.
[wpedon id=”208″ align=”left”]
