i awoke trembling within ~ again ~ this after going to bed and falling asleep having the same experience. magnetics. schumann. solar energies. dna changes. who knows at this point. i just go with it, although i did tune in and had the vision of my cells vibrating.
i go about my day ~ listening to some news stuff in the background ~ feeling the insanity and chaos of all of that. and yet as i am out and about today i didn’t have that experience or sense that those around here are in chaos. all felt neutral and at times, peaceful. how much of the political stuff is just hyped? part of the simulation?
ah, the simulation. this mandela effect thing is really sinking in today. sure, i’ve heard of it ~ researched it in the early days of my website. linked some stuff. but i didn’t fully dive in to understand the meaning of it all. now i get it. the mandela effect is proof we live in a simulation ~ an environment that has been heavily controlled ~ altered, changed up without our permission. funny, isn’t it, how many in the new age community swear by the motto that we don’t control a thing except for our responses (and such a beautiful thing happens when we surrender to that) ~ only the ego wishes to control and we have to let go of all of that.
more programming perhaps? if i am not in control of my life, then who is?
if you are not in control of your life, then who is?
and doesn’t that bother the sheot out of you? it does me.
this same philosophical train of thought will then say if your life isn’t going as you wish, then only YOU can take the reigns of control. we need not focus that these matrix controllers/creators poison the air, water, food and command we pay them money to live. we’ll just put all of that aside.
wow. head spinning 101.
so many thoughts ran through my mind as i processed this. while i am angry over partaking of this simulation, i am more interested in ending it, getting out. is this happening? i have no proof of this. i have a lot of data and visions ~ from others, some from self including a message i received in the shower this morning that came with a vision. i suddenly saw a misty veil that parted and i could see a council of people meeting then received a message before having the experience end as quickly as it started. i am only comfortable saying the message came with a number of days. i passed this on to one i speak with daily, often numerous times – just the 2 words. nothing else. nothing about the vision or who i felt was there. he then wrote and told me he received the same message (only he received a date which aligned w/the timing of what i had received) and went on to tell me who came through (same Being) and mentioned a meeting.
i put these pieces together with the one event dream i had (the one that convinced me that maybe this thing was the real deal and not just some fantasy) ~ how the tree, the focal point of the dream, looked ~ the time of year, the weather (the long term forecast aligns w/the weather in the event dream)….anyway all of these puzzle pieces are coming together and now i just wait.
apparently.
control. again. it comes back to control. and trust. trust in not only myself but that there ARE Beings who are helping and who as well want to see this simulation end and have worked/assisted to make it so. a hugely cosmic multi-dimensional happening.
trusting in things i cannot (yet) see. a challenge for me. i remain a “prove it” and a “i’ll believe when i see” type of Being.
even all of these graphs i check daily ~ and continue to attempt to understand their signatures ~ it’s still NASA/gov stuff ~ still part of the simulation. how far DOES this simulation go? are our bodies even real? obviously they have been altered but honestly, what is real here?
which brings me to feeling. and love. consciousness. it all begins with consciousness. and love is the pure result of that, i feel.
so it was a nice little gift from Life tonight on the way home from the library, where i was tired and a little uncomfortable driving, to turn on the radio and hear the piece by Sublime ~ What I Got. “love is what i got”.
consciousness ~ love ~ is the one thing that while it can be muted, cannot be distinguished. nowhere. no how. no way. it always remains and rises up out of the most horrific of situations.
and if my consciousness is correct, we are on the cusp of busting free.
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