Grumpy anyone? Wow did I feel pulled back into an old hole ~ a variety of thoughts that I thought “ok these are not mine – if they ARE – exit NOW!” I had to do that several times. I awoke with this huge feeling of anticipation that had some dread in it ~ and I’m going to share my initial and current feeeeel of what some if not most of that dread is. The feeling was the biggest yet and this time there was not the excited piece but the fearful stuff.
As I said I have rare blood and I have felt for awhile this has given me the ability to tune into the code hacker’s. Today I feel this anticipation in a way that felt like “the end is nigh ~ prepare” and it felt like much of this energy came from them and it was an unpleasant feeling. (I don’t know if I would select this blood type again ~ I have a feeling I did that for a variety of reasons ~ possibly to keep me alive physically ~ fend off the toxic environment, vaccines, etc.)
This anticipation feeling was so intense, I had to take my flower essences, which helped a good bit. I had tuned in to inquire if this was mostly hormonal. It had some bearing, but mostly, no.
I also struggled several times with getting my hands to function ~ namely my left hand. I dropped stuff that should not have dropped ~ paper mostly. My mate had the same experience ~ same hand too.
I had a return of gastro issues and some body pains. I read online where another mutual new earther is having ascension type flu symptoms today. Overall, I just had this sense of malaise coupled with doom/the end. But I was also able to feeeeeeeeeel the purpose and see the road.
One issue that was present for me today was deception. I have seen some in the new earth community say they have intel but will not share it. I don’t get that. We are all in this together. We are all trying to put together this massive puzzle and as such need access to ALL info to flush out what fits (feels right) and what doesn’t. If what we feel and “get” is wrong, false, etc. so be it. I feeeeeeeeel any being who purposefully withholds information, especially when it is done in groups, are participating in some sort of a elite group ~ only they are privy to such benefits/info. Another arm of the power over game that needs to end.
Spill the beans.
Share what you have.
It is up to US to deal with and process the information and end result.
That is all for now. It is quite cool here. I am very tired and needing a very long and quiet nap.
Love,
Victoria
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