One of you mentioned today you had been triggered after an interaction with another ~ triggering something once thought dealt with.
I thought about that in my sacred space of amazing and crazy insights (not the shower – but the bathroom no less). I was sad – moved – and thought it just didn’t seem “right” for this being to have to deal with this again – especially being such a highly consciousness being. I wondered about this concept that it is necessary for us to relive an old wound – especially over and over again – numerous times – until it is healed.
I honestly know of no one who has fully healed themselves of any issue (impossible to measure, actually). Not that this isn’t possible – but I know for myself and for others I know – old wounds seem to remain – sometimes going years unseen and not felt. But still there nonetheless.
I reflected more. Is it possible that this “we need to revisit a wound over and over until it is healed” meaning we gotta go through the triggering stuff – is it possible this is just another program? I gotta say as I had this thought, I felt something deeeeeeep within my belly – like something had been put there eons ago in our DNA coding- so ancient as in the oldest of the oldest of programs/energy placements. I could also see the color – murky yellow – which is what I see when I have been able to see anything matrix-related (energetically speaking).
Hmmm….
Is it possible we can over-write the program by saying “this is not happening now – no need to revisit it”. When I think of how this basic realm/environment inundates us with trauma – via pay to live (worrying over how to survive, eat, heal, etc.) – to our struggle to interact with one another from the space of love – to the various ways we are forced to compete – to the basics of frequency waves they blast us with (microwave, etc.) to images we see on the various forms of media/entertainment – how do we ever fully heal here?
Well I feel – and this is just an idea with feeling – we can pay these old wounds – these old memories let’s say – absolutely no mind. No focus when they pop up. I am writing a new program by letting the old “gotta deal with this wound – yes again – over and over again” – wither away. I shall have to come up with a name for such a new program. Any ideas?
I see it like someone knocking on the door or calling on the phone. An unwelcome guest. They keep calling or knocking on the door. We keep answering and engaging. In time we decide this is only harming us so even though we may hear the knock or ring on the phone, we stop engaging.
I know a fair bit about trauma, having visited a couple of counselor’s skilled in this as well as reading a variety of books on the topic going back 20 years. Many ideas on how to heal and deal – but the basic overall concept is trauma is stored in the body. And I am wondering if part of our DNA hijack was inserting some code to ensure this happened (trauma getting stored in the body).
So the obvious question – can we undo this?
Can we remove this code?
And…..Can we do it while we are still in this realm?
As I felt more into this I could see how this one little program, if it is a program, is likely what has, more than any other program, energetically tied us to this realm. There is intelligence – consciousness – in a program – regardless if it is organic or inorganic. And I view it like a magnetic force, in this case being some code that says we must relive trauma/deal with it over and over again – which kinda “sucks” us back here easier as part of this program says “not yet healed – return to keep doing the work of healing”.
I hope this makes some sense. If not please let me know. I have a feeling I am onto something and need to let it sit – marinate – and await what, if anything, arises again.
Love,
Victoria
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