i’m still someplace else today – more than i was yesterday. in the new i am definitely having much more of a family tribe. being a parent – for both my mate and i – has become extremely difficult. energy to keep up just is not there. making it through the day and just coming up with an idea for dinner plus prepping it – well that’s a “success” to me these days. and i’m damn tired of it. i want to feel alive and well again and be fully functioning. these incoming plasma energies (below) are really impacting this body. still engaged in my 7pm naps – and i don’t want to get out of the bed when i do awaken.
tonight as i was half awake cooking dinner i said out loud to no one in particular – ok if you take one more piece of this energy of mine within i am going to have to live in bed.
how some can feel AMAZING right now – well i am not having that experience. that isn’t because i don’t feel amazing changes are taking place and that we are right there on that door step just waiting – feeling that so deeply in my body – it’s just the PROCESS of this – whatever “this” is – is it ascension as some say? it is a true escape from an energy prison? whatever “this” is – at this point – feeling amazing and liberated and light and free is NOT my experience. i want to scream with frustration at how fucking tired i am.
if i am around any sort of conflict or drama – i walk away. just walk away girl, i tell myself now. walk away. cannot and will not participate. just let others BE.
i had an image come to me today – in terms of this political stuff/change. we have had this beautiful table full of spoiled food (disguised as healthy). do we want the rotten food cleared and the table cleaned before we are gifted with the real stuff? of course. the table is being cleaned. that is where i see things are at.
other feels that continue – Kennedy Jr. will be the one to reveal the truth to the dem/left supporters. potus cannot pull that off by himself. their programming is far too deep. that is unless this massive cosmic experience we call the Event does it. that is possible too.
for now if i had the luxury i would simply be sleeping. ordering take out. stocked up on frozen meals. eating healthy (home cooked, fresh, etc.) is not making a difference – at least not much of one – so ease is becoming top priority. stretching. head pressure is here. congestion. in a nutshell, i am a tired pecan who is done with this 3D experience.
speaking of the dimensional speak ~ tuning in to the Source within me – as much of Source is actually in these current body models – if I were Pure Source Love – would I want all of my creation scattered in different dimensions? no way. i’d want everyone at my big table. sure you can go join in with your own little tribes and groups but division where you aren’t allowed to visit other tribes? NO WAY.
relief. release. relaxation. and for now – doing some light detoxing. not feeling like eating much.
off to stretch, do a few rounds on the punching bag, then watch the JFK jr. special although i have no expectations of that and may not watch the entire program.
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victoria
I feel exactly as you have described. I DON’T want to get out of bed in the morning. And after 12 hours of “living”, doing the mundane (except for meditation), I’m ready to retire to bed again. Only a little hunger drives me to work in the kitchen at night for something to eat; you’ve expressed such a parallel to where I’ve been at lately. Something in me is just tired of it all. Ready to move on to something else. I really started to question if I was alright; sick? No energy. But I’m not sick, body’s not sick. Am glad you pointed out that there is a lot of plasma being released as the possible source of all this energy drop. I, too, can not handle drama. I’ve had people do all kinds of things against me and I’m just choosing to walk away from it all. It’s just not worth it. Thank you for sharing how you feel. It gives me some comfort to know there are others experiencing this listlessness and mindset.
well considering the chemtrail assault for decades, it wouldn’t surprise me one bit if every one of us needs cleansed and healed. i can feel the affects now and am doing all i can to avoid and detox the crap out of my wonderful body. talk about a human right’s violation. this is right up there w/human trafficking, imho.
Well, I’m right there with you guys, same thoughts on the tiredness and just getting through the day is a chore. Don’t know what to do with my time but manage to get a little done. My left ankle gave out the other day out of the blue and I had to hobble around all day. I’ve had things like that happen out of the blue in the past. One time my hip, once my arm, then shoulder. Weird stuff but I always know it’s caused by the energies cause I always feel the tingling and electrical charges running through my body.
Also, I want things to be easy–if I have to think too hard or if things like cooking takes too much effort–nope–don’t wanna do it! I have a few moments here and there that I feel really good then it’s foggy brain, fatigue and other stuff again. With all this light that is coming in I thought we were supposed to be healed and feeling great by now, but it seems we are still processing and integrating the new codes and how long it takes is beyond me. So, I just try to do what I enjoy and when it comes it comes. I don’t know what else to do here!!!
Blessings to you all,
Brenda
that is exactly what i feel/think now as well – i don’t know what else to do here!
Danke an euch alle, auch fuer die Nachrichten ueber die webcam im Berggasthof Ritter. Ich habe mir die Aufnahmen der webcam angesehen. Es ist so vieles nachvollziehbar. Ich habe die Lichter auch gesehen.Ich weis nicht, was zur Zeit mit mir vorgeht. Immer nur muede und schlafen.Ich bin nicht krank aber was ist hier los.
Ich hatte Probleme auf diese Webseite zu gelangen. Immer wieder blockiert und aus dem Internet rausgeschmissen. Jedenfalls- ich bin froh jetzt hier zu sein.
Gruesse an alle