Needing Prayers/Love

 

my mate had another doctor visit today – G.I. doc/surgeon.  he is going to undergo another colonoscopy and the doc says he may have to do emergency surgery depending upon what he finds.  he also found a swollen lymph node and two other tumors –  one he feels is benign – the other he isn’t sure.

this has been a 20 year journey with the root cause being advanced lyme disease – one of the many bioweapons the elites have created to serve their masters.  and who knows what else is behind his health issues at this point given decades of living in a realm of chemtrailing and other toxic invaders. he is exhausted.  i am exhausted.  both of us traumatized severely.  upon hearing all of this i began to shake and my mind shut down.  my heart shut down.  “god does not give you more than you can handle….” another nonsense, cruel mind program.

this realm has been slowly attempting to destroy us both.  i was already exhausted dealing with pay to live and schooling our girl plus putting off my own healing needs due to either not being able to find someone who is accepting clients to lacking the financial means to pay.

I.  AM.  TAPPED. OUT.  SPENT.

and yet these things must be done.  this procedure and whatever else may follow.  it’s all we have – that insurance will cover.  due to our financial situation we are in a box as to the kind of treatment we can give my husband.  the rage that brings up in me…..

there is tech in the works that heals all disease and i plan to be a very loud squeaky wheel on this one at this point.  i have some people i can contact and i will plead and hound if i need to to get him the help he deserves.  REAL healing.  the days of “waiting until…” are O V E R for me and my family.

sometimes life just becomes too much – too overwhelming – too painful – and far too lonely.  i’m waiving a white flag today.

love,

victoria

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Author: Victoria1111

Truthseeker. Philosopher. Commander of Freedom. Writer. Musician. Composer. Above all I Am A Creator.

5 thoughts on “Needing Prayers/Love”

  1. I’m sorry for your situation. I have a similar one myself and like you, am exhausted as well.
    My husband has been having prostate issues for years with the PSA going up each year and he went to the urologist earlier this month who says he’s sure it is cancer and wants to do a biopsy. I have other people online who had this same issue and it wasn’t cancer but prostatitis (which is a severe infection of the prostate). Nonetheless, we decided to start juicing and doing a detox program from Dr. Schulze the herbalist. I studied with him back in the late 80’s early 90’s and he makes very potent herbal supplements. He has an incurables program for cancer and other diseases and has a good success rate. His website is http://www.herbdoc.com and he has a bowel formula 2 that works great. My husband is starting to feel better (been on it a week and a half) and we go back to our natural doctor to do another PSA and see if the number has dropped. If not, we may have to do a biopsy next month but we are hopeful this will work. I do know several people personally who juiced and did the detox (one had stage 4 bone cancer) that went into remission. I know the supplements can be pricey as well, but so is surgery and surgery is more invasive with usually more complications.

    Hope this info helps you and I wish you and your family all the best.
    Been fatigued today as well and ready to go to bed, yet it is still early.

    1. surgery is covered by his insurance. supplements are not. it’s insane. (saw palmetto is good for the prostate – 300mg/day – i believe that’s the dose. doc wanted him on a pharma drug for his prostate issues – we both said “no” – he went on the sp and his symptoms improved quickly.) i read up on biopsies – when they do needle aspiration while the tumor is still in the body. tumor is the body attempting to heal itself. when a needle aspiration is performed, whatever cells are w/in that tumor are released throughout the body. we all need access to real healing.

      1. Yes, not too keen on the biopsy route. The saw palmetto did not work for my husband. We tried many different brands over the years and his PSA still continued to rise. So far his blood pressure has dropped with the juicing we have done. I know, it’s so crazy and frustrating that insurance will pay for the so called ‘treatments’ that are not good for us in the long run and won’t pay much if anything for good supplements.

        I cracked my tooth a few weeks ago and it was borderline whether it needed to be pulled so I researched how to heal it naturally and made my own toothpaste and am using a herbal formula with comfrey in it (it heals bones and cartilage and other things great) and will see if I can get it healed.

        I too had so thought we’d be home by now and healed and not need to take part in the 3d doctors and dentistry but the dental assistant that worked on my teeth was really nice and they even had an empty box of Tom’s of Maine toothpaste on display. They don’t use mercury in the practice I visit so that is a plus.

        I would love to help you out more if I could, but until I see the husband’s psa go down I’m not sure what we’ll be dealing with coming up. Also the dog had 2 seizues the last few weeks and we had to take him to the vet. I don’t need anymore stress right now. I do think it was from the blasts of energy because one was yesterday and we had that blast then. We’re also upping his cbd intake and hopefully that will help. I’m so ready for some relief!!!!!

        1. oh i’m sorry the saw palmetto didn’t work. sounds like the juicing is helping a lot – bringing down the inflammation which is good for ALL disease/health issues. many have reached that thresh-hold. do you take the cbd oil too? i take it nightly and love it! i wish you and your husband and two fur babies love and wellness. xoxo

  2. Thanks for the well wishes. Yes we take cbd and my husband increased his dosage as well. I only take 1 capsule daily for now as that too is pricey but we do what we can to avoid the alternative. We should have been doing the juicing and detox years ago but my husband is a meat and potatoes kind of guy (especially the cheeseburgers) and he did not really want to do it back then. I always ate pretty healthy and he did somewhat in comparison to what other men ate. Doesn’t smoke or drink either.

    We’ll just keep hanging in there and one of these days things will be better for all. Just don’t know which day it will be!!

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