as i sit here and reflect on all of the suffering that continues….i hear all sorts of programs in my mind…..from “trust the plan” (while we ignore your questions or attack you for daring to question or laugh at you for showing impatience) to “use your logic” to “don’t let your emotions guide you”…or “suffering is an illusion and self-caused”…..even “anger is fear”………i see agent smith behind every one of those statements….
i am also feeling into the thought that we are in a movie here – all playing a role – and all of the horror being played out is also our own inner stuff being projected.
i don’t know about you – but do YOU have inner stories about eating children or getting off on watching others suffer? yeah, me neither.
MORE PROGRAMMING. programming that creates division, i might add between those who call things out as they see them and as they really are and those who say “illusion – don’t judge those you think are doing ‘bad’ things”……easy to remain detached when the behavior is not being inflicted upon you isn’t it?
i once read something about once we awaken, we will all laugh together and hug one another.
i don’t know about you – but i have no desire to hug any entity that intentionally harms children much less laugh with them. i have never been able to find humor in my OWN misgivings. why would i?
more programming.
as i said yesterday – we are all one but not the same. i feel and see the difference between having love for all and loving all. having love for all means you can see past your own opinions and emotions and see another being as one who deserves the same respect as you do. however do you have to love them? include them in your life? remain silent if you know they are abusing others?
more programming.
love with discernment….love with conscious intent and focus….
i like calling things as they are – even when i am feeling into concepts like connection and forgiveness. the experience here is one of paradox. has paradox always been a part of our experience or is that only confined to this realm? i have no idea.
my heart feels so much more empathy and concern for the horrors done to our children than they do towards the perps. what is up with new age types who focus on those committing the evil acts and call upon all to forgive them and send them love? especially when these entities refuse to see their behavior and surrender? use that energy and send it to the children. funny – most of these people don’t call on us to help the children – just the abusers. i don’t align with that. and i don’t want to.
for i know that is simply not who i am. not where i come from – not my home world way of being. and as one of you so beautifully put tonight – if you think this is just a movie here and our roles are an illusion in the end – how about you play the role of a child being raped and caged and waiting to be killed and say those words again with a truthful heart and straight face.
there is evil here. illusion or not – the experience IS very real to those who have been victim of it. and yeppers – i am using that word some don’t wish to say – victim. those uncomfortable with it or those who think we need to get away from using that word – tell that to that helpless child in the cage.
end the game by being REAL and HUMAN and calling things out as they are NOW. THEN we can continue to create the experience we really want – freedom and love for all.
love,
victoria
i am adding this one as an after-the-fact: my patience on waiting for arrests has waned. my patience on “going home” and this “event” has also seriously waned (i see much more “proof” that the system is being dismantled than i do that some event will take place and we will all be out of this matrix. all of these channeled being’s who keep saying “it’s coming”…i’m just pretty overly done with all of that at this point. i want to focus on creating my own version of Home – HERE. NOW. no more sitting on my bum waiting for it to happen. who is with me?
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