Well the day began with the notification my site’s hosting service had been deactivated due to a violation of their terms of service. The violation was due to loading speed, causing lag time on their servers, affecting other customers who share the server w/me. I contacted my host – first via chat – and with their patient help, assisted this tech-challenged person with making some changes to the site to help increase the loading speed. I was then told the admins had to verify what was done to fix the issue and thus reinstate my site which would take up to 48 hours.
Hmm, I thought. Why wasn’t I notified of this? This is a money-generating site and having it down was something that, well, scared me (more on that later). So I phoned them up after the chat and spoke to another awesome CSR who agreed – I should have been notified of this issue so we could work together to resolve it rather than just shut down my site and leave me in the dark. So I got that taken care of and now I am up and running again – with a lot of plugins being removed. Next step will be to see the cost of working with a sister agency of my hosting service where people much more skilled than I can help me determine the best plug-ins to use, themes, security, etc. For now all appears ok.
This brought up issues of fear for me, as I said. I feel there were a couple of influences at play. One the matrix poking me. Love doesn’t “poke”. Love presents – without judgment – and always with the assistance to help. I also feel this poke also included a tap from higher self that said “let it go and trust in ME”. No surprise I also have been having repeated dream themes the last week. Many fears arising now. I’m seeing the need to face them as they are without judgment – and love every one of them. Do the best I can in this environment – in this realm – these frequencies and mostly with the deception.
All those aspects of me. The wounded child. The wounded ego. Limited programming – limited in that I am ALSO so many other characters of Greatness. Beauty. Love.
And all of the challenging personality behaviors and beliefs/thoughts/stories that come up with them.
How I dealt with the website issue was another good indicator of my need to allow. Trust. Release. And respond (w/o the drama of reacting which is exactly what the matrix wants and which is also why those old programs hooked into us poke). I missed that mark for a little bit – until I hit it by simply responding and letting what will be – BE.
I know what to do. I just have to WANT to motivate myself TO do the “doing”. Make sense?
Take a breath. Step back. RELAX.
So I spent time reflecting on this as I waited for the site to come back up – which was not a guarantee. I found that peace in all of it. Small – but it was there. A start.
In my experience of being humbled by seeing me – I bring out my Greatness.
So onto these energies…..Something is up and it isn’t just the protons and isn’t just the plasma density and speed(which you will see below). I was tuning in as I watered out front earlier. Our ground looks as though we are in mid summer. Dry, cracked – deprived of moisture. We just came out of a long cool, wet winter so this makes no “sense” to the logic. What I felt was this is proof we have been moved – this realm in which we reside. Or it could be a result from the chem’ing – creating an effect of dehydration for nature. That also brings about a sense of perplexity for me as just a few weeks ago I could smell mold/mildew which thrives in damp environments. Now the smell seems to have disappeared. How could this switch happen so quickly? Other than we have been moved closer to the exit – again – recently.
That could explain that ring around the sun which some are now also agreeing with my feel – at least aligning with it – that this looks like a stargate. Yellow Rose has been saying we get pulled out of this realm then the sun goes NOVA. And that perfectly aligned ring indeed looks like a stargate. So I am staying with this perception/feel for now. And perhaps as well these pokes can be used in a way to strengthen us to respond to the pokes – so we leave the old drama behind. I had the visual of a strainer – the “good” stuff makes it through – the residue gets left behind. What is no longer needed.
I’m ready for that. I’m sure you are too.
Love,
Victoria
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Well, ms. V. It’s been a long time since I’ve corresponded with you. I was concerned this morning when your site wouldn’t come up. It is certainly zippy now. I agree about the astounding dryness. We get 90 inches of precip in this Cascade Valley, and I’ve been watering like crazy these past few days. In ref to the sun, as I posted about in S.O.Cat, about a month ago I looked up and because a tree trunk blocked out the sun itself, there was a perfect halo of lavender-pink around it with a perfect delineation of the outer edge of it almost as if it was outlined with a pen. I was astounded! It lasted less than 2 minutes and then was gone. Oh yes, something is most assuredly up! I commented today that they were laying down extremely thick chemtrails. (like that’s going to deter what’s happening) All my best to you and yours with this incredible journey. J.
jim ~ so good to hear from you! i was just wondering about you about a week ago. yeah this dry ground is odd isn’t it? you’re more or less in my neck of the woods (pac NW). we too were hit very intensely today w/chemtrails – an ongoing onslaught all day. i too held the same thought – not gonna stop what’s happening. lotso love – V.