any of you feeling like you are on a barge out at sea and the water’s churning and you are trying to steady and balance yourself? that’s my experience today – similar to yesterday only a wee bit more intense. also having some nausea which as i’ve said before is a very unusual experience for me. peppermint tea is on the menu.
the planetary k index is showing very intense geomagnetic activity – registering at a 7 for a bit before dropping back down. (see below) i would say this explains the sudden volatile shaking i began experiencing last night around 1:30am – same time as my mate. he experienced it first and wow – was it uncomfortable in terms of anxiety-producing. the magnesium and even the CBD oil weren’t really helping. i had to get totally in my mind to calm my body as much as possible in order to fall asleep – which took almost an hour last night. ugh……..
and here’s some plasma for ya too….
lol my mate just said “i am so damn tired of doing the same friggin’ thing every single day!” then he laughs his crazy laugh. i was just going to say how BORED the 3 members of this household are now and today we’ve all been whining about it in one way or another. i’ve been telling my girl to imagine NEW – no limits. NEW activities. NEW ways of doing and being. just let yourself feeeeeeeeeeel into that and see what appears for you.
i know what i would really like at this moment and that is Pure Clarity as to what exactly is going on here. access the same visuals that those on the outside of this realm are privy to. this “allowing” experience has grown tiresome. this is OUR experience and we have the RIGHT to SEE just what exactly is happening. if others can see it – well then we can too. i used the metaphor of standing in front of another’s house and tossing invisible eggs at it while saying “just trust and allow the experience is for your best self”.
there is a time to trust and allow and there is a time to be the active, fully conscious participant OF the experience. to fully be conscious of just what the frigging fruck is going on – requires EYES to see. yes my inner self says HUUGE incoming. and i feel things speeding up – lots of movement. that being said it i would just like the entire script laid out before me right now so i can see and best know how to navigate…. i checked the LASCO C3 again today – that incoming object is still incoming. i will continue to monitor it. i’ll ask Yellow Rose and Adam on twitter their perspective. here’s a screen capture of the latest upload/image:
i’ve run out of things to say so i’ll close this one up. going to go into a quiet resting space while i have the opportunity to do so (child playing at a friends house).
love to you all ~
victoria
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