Happy “Q” Quantum day!
I awoke this morning carrying the frustrations of yesterday only at a more intense level. The desire was to jump out of my skin – at least out of my clothes- and just run….run until that energy was removed. Released.
We had our daughter’s birthday celebration today – a house full of children. It can be easy to forget how sensitive we have become. The most sensitive of the children became overwhelmed (including our girl) and tired so we wrapped things up early and I took the most “busy” children home, thus allowing the most sensitive time alone to play. The old program of “now include all Victoria” kicked in but I ignored it and did what needed to be done for the ones obviously needing quiet. Another program – include ALL. Inclusiveness – even when that means creating stress or harm for others. The whole “pick a side” – “black or white” – which I witness regularly on the left and right. Life is a myriad of shades – and a paradox – and thus truth is found in every nook and cranny.
I had a lot of thoughts go through my mind during the celebration – and in the downtime after. I thought about the hours children spend in public schools each day – how draining that is for the most sensitive of them. The programming of the left hemisphere while the rest of the Being is left to slowly close up until…..
I thought of the program of time the matrix creator’s placed here – which was interesting as earlier this evening I saw a social media MEME that said The Universe is in no hurry – no rush – and we must be patient. That time thing, I thought. The Universe – that Consciousness – does not experience time. We in this prison however do, which is why we DO become impatient because it is UNNATURAL for our Creative Pure Being to HAVE to “be patient”. That is not our natural program – but only one of the forced programs here.
Earlier in the day I had some moments of body weirdness – woozy/dizzy and some moments of inner body pains that were unusual. The longing for Home was more intense today than it has been in months.
I dislike discussing money and continue to hope pay to live ends like yesterday – but we took another hit today. One of our sources of income dropped by $45 – which is a lot to this family. I was upset for just a few moments though. It is as it is and not worth my time to stress. Any of you wish to help out with that I would appreciate it! And remember I also make/sell my own tooth powder (found under the products menu) and I am also a Select CBD Affiliate (hemp-derived CBD oils and other products) – link here. And I still have a myriad of hand-crafted, beautiful Triskelion necklaces for sale. Inquire here fmi.
I am still trying to figure out what is showing up on LASCO. The cluster on the left is the Pleiades. That object on the right though is still up to discussion. It may be Mercury – however my research continues to show the next transit to be in November 11/12 of this year – and it shows up as a tiny black dot. And if it IS on approach to the sun it is going very fast (and what are those lines coming through and out of it?) When they do transit in May (for this century) it is between the dates of 7-10th. source
For now I am finding my center again after a wonderful but very exhausting day.
Love,
Victoria
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