O. M. G.
And I deeply fully completely say O. M. G.
I woke up feeling sooooooooooo spacey and floaty and very blissful. Now if I had stayed in bed and slept as my body/being required of me, I would have not felt as I do now: hyper-vigilant/alert to any and ALL outside distractions. I took a quick trip to the store. It’s very warm here, the car was hot and the sun is very bright – all of these combined only heightened my sensitivities. Even opening the car doors and getting the car started was a challenge. Unlocking only worked on 3 of the doors and I could not get the key into the ignition or the car out of park. At first I thought it was a block to keep me home so I said if attempt 2 doesn’t work, I’m taking the message. I got out of the car, locked it back up again – let it sit then got back in. Second try was successful. Energies and a dissolving matrix is all I was able to feel/hear.
Speaking of………it was sometime last night or early this morning I was tuning into the matrix. This was not a conscious thing but rather something within quieted me so I could tune in at some other level. It was really a trip and all I can say is I had an experience where I could feel the frustration and the knowing within the programs that they are expiring. I know – strange – and as I said – not an experience I said “hey this would be fun let’s try this”. It just – happened.
Dreams last night – I had one that went on and on for a long “time”. I was helping someone I know – helping them to remember – letting them it’s ok – it is time. They can let go and I was willing to help them. I was a safe person for them. That’s the basic message but there was a lot of visits and connections during the experience.
So back to my effort to go pick up a few items. Upon arriving in the store it is, naturally, packed. I see someone in front of me and her energy immediately repels me – and her appearance as well. I made the choice to go down another aisle – I kept running into her. I tuned in to find my peace – change my thought forms so I could find a neutral connection with her. This worked until it was check out time and the only aisle available had her in it – with me being next. Again, I remained neutral – until she began to speak. Her voice – her voice was so loud and the vibration was harsh. I literally took a step back and put up a bubble around me. Everything within me said “STAY AWAY”. So I took another step back and remained until she left. (not my monkey to figure out – just accept how my inner energies operate)
Then I felt I could breath again.
Wow. Talk about sensitivity over-drive.
I did notice however the clerk (whom I know) – her energy was softer and more open. We interacted on a new level. It was lovely.
So I feel I can conclude by saying that ALL are opening and expanding but some are softer and some more “roughly”. Is this due to those who are truly heart-centered and those who aren’t as I keep hearing/reading (but am having a hard time fully aligning with)? Or maybe it is because some of us are from Original Earth and others, elsewhere. Oh well….We align with whomever we align. I like soft energy. Gentle. Strong in who one is but still, gentle. Flowing. Quiet.
And as I love myself, it is important to accept myself for who I am.
That is all. Let me know how ya’ll are doing.
Love,
Victoria
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