more of the same.
continuing to see more of the insanity – same story-lines – just recirculated…..
more people dying who “know too much” (again – why not assign them bodyguards??)……..we see no proof of swamp creature arrests (only to be told to trust the plan)….chemtrails continue….and now POTUS has agreed to make it easier for GMO’s to hit our shelves. WTAF?!
i’m not saying change isn’t happening………everything in my body is saying this is happening far. too. slowly. those of us who align with Home feel it and know it.
it’s like i’m on alternating timelines as well. a nice, pure, beautiful one that aligns and resonates with me. i see and feel the change……then BAM onto the other one that is showing signs of the same still going on and amping up……it feels heavy and stagnate and utterly oppressive……
is this the west and east scenarios? is that possible? perhaps i will ask rose her thoughts on this one. i know the “the chaos continues until the end” and the “soon” narratives no longer feel right.
my sensitivities continue to heighten……..i can spot mutual “star seeds” quickly now….it’s subtle but immediate……..certain foods continue to leave my diet……beans in particular lately……..fruit continues to be my staple food…….ground hamburger, chicken, eggs and butter for protein……..(no judgment from the vegan crowd – i give my body what it says it needs)………sensitivity to the environment in general – dust, pollen, temperatures…….my body craves and needs neutrality – extremes i can no longer do comfortably or at least as i once could…..
anxiety anyone???
yesterday i was like the being on the left……..mate returned from a doc visit with more tests needed and some rather discouraging results from recent tests…..and not like they can heal him of course…..so yeah – no one will be telling me to be “patient” anymore……we have been patient….most of his health issues – along with every one else here – were created by those who have controlled this perverse realm…i’ve known of real repressed cures for 20 some years……and currently available alt cures come at a cost that are not in our budget…most especially now given we have taken a near $200/month hit since january….i intend….release………..allow……….begin to receive.
then get hit. and the cycle repeats. no g.d. more.
the most powerful, the most bright, the most beautiful, the most all knowing and the most Pure get targeted the most here. i hold absolutely NO doubts on that one now.
NEVER once thought/felt this charade would still be playing out by summer……..and yet – here we are………..
my dreams continue to change……i am seeing more people from my “past” who have passed – having brief conversations with them….
so yes….the waiting “game”…..some don’t have that desire or ability…….the waving of the carrot – “look what’s coming” – needs to stop….the coded messages we are expected to figure out on our own…….i see how such a game would align with some…….but for myself and for others – i/we don’t play games……authenticity is what we want……..transparency……….i never consented to this system………i tried to make a life in it (by faking it – keeping real me quiet)….and i failed miserably lol (as compared to others who have had careers, homes, societal definition of “success”)……
so uh………ok………CAN WE GO HOME NOW? curtain open…….event now. thank you.
love,
victoria
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