NEVER had a day like today. Until about dinner time it was a completely nonfunctional day. I slept much of the morning and afternoon and do not remember much of the waking moments until I awoke from the long afternoon nap. I also noticed dreams were under influence. One in particular I was creating a magical experience with a couple of musicians who have passed (including Freddy Mercury who has been very much in my presence lately). The influence was more of a nuisance – I was able to see the nonsense and pull myself out of the experience. Still….poking is a real pain in the @$$ – meaning I choose pure and free and supportive.
I did quite a bit of mental exercise throughout the early evening and as of now I feel a bit of a shift for the B E T T E R.
My mate? He had the exact same experience including influenced dreams as well as the absolute need for sleep.
Today – there was absolutely NO pushing through the fatigue. Sleep was required and came fast and went deep.
Panic/anxiety/super heightened sensitivities also on the menu today….and I also felt very winded at times (although I did manage a bike ride with my girl earlier this evening)….
I began composing a song that came to me before I got out of bed for the day. Words first then the basic melody. I will share it once it’s more polished/finished. The title is “Angel in a Foreign Land”. A life long feeling of course for me – but it has become even more apparent and intense in recent weeks.
The schumann is back to doing a strange grid-like pattern. Lots of orange. I ponder what that is about – and have absolutely no answer – other than perhaps a different kind of energy? Another “notch up” perhaps in this ongoing quest for our Freedom. It looks like some sort of an overlay to me. So…..enough of the speculation (hasn’t that gotten far beyond old??) Check it out:
Plasma low in density….helps explains part of my absolute need for sleep:
I tuned in as much as I was able to get SOMETHING from Home – “out there”….a lot of focus on Source of All and requests for peace. Love. Support. The only feel I received was “Rest. Sleep.” Trust. Allow. Seems to be all I can do lately as the Self formerly known as me seems to have fallen off the wagon that contains all the tools for creating a new reality. Trusting that has already been created and I’m just slowly being drawn out.
Although I know I will continue to question everything until I no longer need to…ha!
Any one else feel they slipped into the serious twilight zone today at a new level?
Love,
Victoria
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