i began the day feeling both equally ravishingly hungry and deeply fatigued. i tuned in while in the shower (portal – ha!). i felt very weak and glancing down at my hands, noticed my left hand was trembling (i had already had breakfast). i asked what was going on….what was happening….i felt – and still do (with some much needed skepticism as well) – that something was being done to the big and real me on the outside that was draining some of my energy here at that moment – or at least allowing normal flowing energy from the outside to be reduced to the me still here.
i know – crazy talk. and yet i cannot shake the feeling or the visions i get that tell me what i just described is spot on truth.
the shaking continued as did the fatigue for about 30 more minutes then suddenly – it was gone and i felt “normal” (my normal that is) again.
i have been feeling into all of the drama and chaos and outright insanity that is taking place on the world stage. this cannot continue. i have felt for some time that there will be no 2020 election. terran cognito mentions this in his latest piece (here). i completely share the feeling. part of me thinks (ok – is concerned) this is being stretched out (dragged out) until well into next year – and yet energetically – much less for practical means such as our safety and the well being of the country – i don’t see this as being a possibility – not without increased violence, chaos and harm. i don’t consent to that kind of a scenario/experience and i don’t know of anyone who does. we are restless – far too restless.
restless for change.
restless for freedom.
the bubble of what can best be described as impatient frustration grows.
we aren’t falling for being told to simply “be patient”. once awakened to the concept of AND remembering we once were – free beings free to create what we desire – you just don’t put that desire back inside of a box and tell it to wait. perhaps for a time – but that time has come and gone for us.
i see us as a collective surrounding a long, chain-link fence. we once were deep within the grounds behind the fence. then we slowly walked towards the fence. we stood there for some time. we began to make some noise. that noise grew louder. now we are shaking that fence – and we will not cease until we bust on through.
i also wanted to speak a bit about what i am seeing on the main webcam in europe i follow (the eibsee hotel). i noticed something interesting last night and didn’t now if it is a coincidence or something more. i know, i know – we are told “there are no coincidences” but i am not 100% able to support that now. anyway – i noticed a big increase in those long tube-like craft showing up (on the nighttime captures). i also noticed a lot of chemtrails (also during those nighttime captures) – a few times quite “assaultive”. and yet i noticed when i would go to the next screen capture (10 minutes apart) – the trails would be completely gone. then more would return – only to fully disappear. and these were obviously chemtrails – many of them crossed one another leaving the skies looking horrid. i had the thought today that it is possible these craft are assisting in cleaning up the skies. i did notice a very large chemtrail being laid here last week – and was surprised to see it disappear within just a couple of minutes. perhaps a new formula? maybe. or maybe this is part of the weather wars and these trails are being cleaned up – where there is assistance at that moment.
i leave you w/a couple of solar wind reads. the protons are just nutso at the moment (similar read last night as well) – and the magnetic field is interesting – those lines are usually scattered.
love,
victoria
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