waking up today i could feel darkness. i did not like the energies today. dark thick and heavy. i don’t like this “holiday” anymore. myself and another mama took our girls out candy collecting (what we call it in this house). the costume’s and decorations we saw were at a new level of horror. there are a few images i’m trying to erase from my mind.
at more than one home, someone yelled “BOO” right before opening the door. one house had horror decorations that adults shouldn’t even have to see. my girl’s friends mama and i talked about this – both of us in agreement there is no purpose in displaying such horror.
then there were the costumes. in particular clown costumes. horror movie clowns. one frightened me so much (startled me) my instinct was to hit the person with my stick. i spent extra time tonight with my girl working with her thoughts about a couple of the displays she saw.
i like having a good time. i like celebrating. but i am DONE with any type of activity whose focus is creating trauma, displaying perversion and where the focal point is a deceptive agenda to worship evil.
i am struggling to see the ending i wish to see manifesting. the headlines are insane today. it’s as though the satanic worshiping matrix guards gained some ground today. if everything is allegedly “over” on the outside – then why are things looking and feeling so sick and heavy? i was told early in the day to be patient – to allow for everything to be seen. and yet – that feels waaaaaaaay off to me. that’s like witnessing a dog or child being beaten – going over to stop it – but being told “no wait – more people need to see this so people can see what’s been going on”. doesn’t resonate with me one little bit.
but it is as it is. my ability to create my own reality is still on hold apparently – as it is for many of us who long for a new reality. what choice do we have but to wait? hmmm…we can always unite and protest like they’re doing across the realm. might have to come to that for this ongoing delay after delay while the criminals do whatever they want without any consequence is absolute nonsensical B.S.
i found out our state-run food charity has stopped using their funds to actually buy food. i know – insane. crazy. wtf, right? instead they are using that money for “education and advocacy” which is nothing more than bureaucratic nonsense as you don’t solve hunger problems by frigging talking about it. YOU FEED THE PEOPLE FOOD. so now the local food bank shelves are quite bare. we visit our local food bank when we are in need (once a month is the allowed visit) – usually in the past we didn’t need to but this year due to financial/income loss (took two more this month) – we visit there most months now. I noticed last month the shelves had far less food than normal. I thought it was just a one time occurrence until I saw some local news about this.
Can we say SLUSH FUND? Assets being seized means these bastards – while they are still free to roam – are stealing from those in need – the neediest of all. That’s why my ability to “be patient and allow” is tapped out.
I’m just at a loss tonight so I will close up this piece. Intending for FAR BETTER energies and experiences tomorrow. The trauma and power over/criminal activity over and done with for good and in full. For now here are some interesting LASCO captures. Earlier today there was a lot of missing time/data – but not tonight. Something appears to have happened to the sun – again – and that long wide white line appears to be a massive energy beam of some sort. And I decided to share that one rather benign looking image (the C3) – but if you look at that projected line that is always shooting up to the right, it is normally very fuzzy looking. Tonight – it is clear w/a bright light behind it. Like my highly technical word choice?
Love,
Victoria
Two images from the C2:
C3:
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