i reflected quite a bit last night – knowing or at least open to my own pain and trigger’s could be interfering with my ability to feel into Sophia’s piece of a comm w/”Ashtar”………years ago i used to follow the whole Ashtar Command on a couple of websites. it began to feel off so i stopped. after so much deception here it has been a huge challenge for me at times to decipher what is authentic.
as i shared last night i felt there was some truth and yet had a lot of questions – namely the “do not doubt me or my message” and the “you will be taken on a ship – we have the ability to soothe anxiety and make you cooperative” part. i do not like to be controlled in any manner and that need of mine for control can make it a real challenge to trust ANYONE – even someone who may be very deserving of my trust – esp. if they are about to do something TO me.
so last night i had an all-night dream experience. my mate did too. in his dream he was flying. literally. my dream – i was allegedly flying in planes all night – and yet i never myself on any plane. i just continued to hop from one scene to another – where there were familiar people around me. i knew i was headed home. that’s all i knew. and i also felt “i should be stressed. i should be feeling fear” but i didn’t.
i feel it is absolutely possible – real – to make our transition out as easy as possible. any trauma/fear – immediately soothed. kind of like you need a necessary life saving procedure and you need to be “asleep” – comforted – to have the work done. it is possible we will be moved up and out (like i have felt for over a year after having the experience at the kitchen table where i felt myself being lifted up and heard “this is how it happens”)….moved to a temporary state/location that looks like our current surroundings. suddenly waking up in a totally new realm – and having all memories return immediately – that could be really difficult and produce a lot of fear. the need to control our experience is an inherent part of being Conscious. and given where we have come from and have experienced here – that need to control, for me and those like me, would be really kicking in. kind of like having someone literally wake you up suddenly from a deep sleep – and you are in another dream experience. it is jarring.
as gentle as possible. that is what i am getting and feeling from this message. make it as easy as possible. as my mate said – with that level of technology we really are at their mercy as to how this happens. what choice do we have but to go along and allow the process to unfold? (i don’t like typing that – the need to control kicks in)
the message of “do not doubt me or my message” – it isn’t the words that bother me but the fear that this may be someone seeking to power over – as in harm us – all over again. and yet if it is a being who is going to help you but you must let go and trust (say in a life saving procedure) – it is much easier on you – on me – if i DO trust all will be in my Highest and Best outcome/interest. Love can speak that way – and would. much like a parent to a child putting the child on a swing the first time. child feels hesitation and parent tells the child to trust them – mama has you. child trusts – then goes on to have a wonderful experience.
what did also align with me fully last night – that i forgot to share – was the concept that this was supposed to have happened already. absolutely. felt that in my body for well over a year. that is reason for the frustration. collective – in here and out there.
i know there is so much about this my mind cannot grasp. my human brain. the concept of “no time”. so many questions. the war we see going on – is it still ongoing or in some space is it over? who goes where? in my dream i saw people in my current family – and said “hey there’s my family!” and only 2 of them walked over to me. the rest went another way.
as rose says – the division of the families. move past the separation place and into the “returning to our Original family” – gently. we would need that process to be gentle and very meticulously planned out. not sudden. as morpheus says in the matrix – sometimes the mind has difficulty letting go – especially the “older” one is (in their current form).
being as i have not mastered (at least the matrix definition) of “control” – as in control your experience – all i know to really do is to let go and allow and have even just a tiny bit of faith that “something” outside of my experience guides, protects and loves. time to totally let go into that. for we have NO memory of who we really are – no memory (all knowing that is) of WHERE we really are and WHERE we came from. to get that all back – has to be gentle and as easy as possible.
love,
victoria
…also reminds me of what Allison Coe said a couple of months ago. How ppl are out of here and in stasis on “ships” meeting up with “family”. Then move on.
I agree with that last sentence.
Perhaps, there is some frustration going on, on the part of those whose mission it is to keep us out of
harms way. If it was a channeled message, it is also possible, that the energy of the message was colored by the person receiving it. Meaning, the frustration is coming through. I agree with you about the power over not being of love, and being suspect. There are so many deceptions going on. Host of Heaven said, go within for your true information. Source within will communicate and show you what to do. Have a tank of gas ready, get out of the burbs if you can, and have some food on hand. Bits and pieces of the messages are coming back to me, here and there. Loads of energy coming in today!