oh am i ready. i am ready now. i have been purging and purging and purging and releasing. i am so ready not just for home and new but for REAL. REAL and AUTHENTIC.
fake news is just another metaphor for how fake things have been here for us. education. history. religion. entertainment. media. science. words/language. maps. pay to live/money. even music has had deception and as thus has been FAKE (altering the pitch, hidden messages, etc.) 99.9% of this entire construct is FAKE.
the ONLY THING that is REAL here is our ability to SEE this and CONNECT with one another in a real/authentic way. and let me tell you finding that has been a huge challenge. i am ME and open and authentic – becoming more and more so – and throughout my experience here that has been met with fear (disguised as other behaviors).
as i have purged all of the old “not me” – the pain, stories, beliefs, etc. – the more i have room within to feel that longing for home. what once was. real. authentic. pure.
i want a realm where i don’t have to hide my child’s eyes because of what she may suddenly see or hear. i don’t want any f’er to power over ANY of us simply because they hold more authority as defined by the matrix systems. i want an experience where i have people in my life i call “family” and who really fit that word as we all define it as. i want my experience returned where i can totally heal myself on command without having ANY challenges or struggles. I WANT ME BACK!
NO MORE INTERFERENCE. no more lingering trauma’s. no more blocks.
i want love. PURE UNIVERSAL CONNECTION at ALL TIMES and not just a hit and miss deal like it is here. my goodness the MEME’s i continue to see about lessons and challenges and suffering (frig i recently had a friend tell me it was the human condition to suffer – Buddhist BULLSHIT, i said)….meme’s saying how one makes a decision to DO but the “universe” comes in and says “NO” – how the universe has it’s own time and experience which says SEPARATION. then my personal “big one” – you create your own reality. here? in THIS construct? really???!!!
NONSENSE! all of it! fake fake fake fake fake
i’ve had enough fake. jesus wipes even today when i can present to someone an obvious SPADE – i hear “oh yes that may be a spade BUT….” fill in the blank with any number of words set to keep the person detached and programmed.
ENOUGH!
energetically my body is done with any and all experiences such as that. people want to support this system – FINE. BE FREE TO DO SO.
I AM DONE!
i want real connections where eyes meet and where authenticity of the full Being is shared. i want to know what that is like.
and most importantly – and most humbly – most authentically – i want to REMEMBER what this is like. what it feeeeeeeeeeeeeels like.
then be it. do it. play with it. always. in ALL ways.
i am here to EXPAND. enough CONTRACTING. enough HIDING. enough PRETENDING.
Let’s GO! N O W
love,
victoria
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