UPDATE: just saw this on vincent kennedy’s twitter – thought i would share. it is collective:
Something feels off today.
Don't know what it is.
Its an energy/vibe.
Cant explain.— Vincent Kennedy (@VincentCrypt46) December 12, 2019
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wow. a lot to share. last night my mate and i both were suddenly very wired – again (second time in recent days or maybe weeks – again my sense of linear “time” is pretty much gone now). i was shaking – amped. i thought it was the full moon energies (and at first said NO i am not being influenced by that charade) but felt it was more than that. i looked at the schumann this morning, and just like when this happened previously, the schumann was suddenly spiking off the charts again. (second large spike is the one i refer to)
when i was finally able to go to sleep, i slept in fits. i also woke up with deep grief, the song “still they ride” going through my mind. song below. the lyrics – very very telling and appropriate.
Jesse rides through the night
Under the Main Street light
Ridin’ slow
This ol’ town, ain’t the same
Now nobody knows his name
Times have changed, still he rides.
Traffic lights, keepin’ time
Leading the wild and restless through the night
[Chorus:] Still they ride, on wheels of fire
They rule the night
Still they ride, the strong will survive
Chasing thunder
Spinning ’round, in a spell
It’s hard to leave this carrousel
‘Round and ’round And ’round and ’round
[Chorus] Still they ride, on wheels of fire
They rule the night
Still they ride, the strong will survive
Chasing thunder
i also noticed outside was really dark – almost like night. it was very stormy (much like the song above) – rain and wind that i haven’t seen (in intensity) in a very long time. i felt it was indicative of a cleansing. my heart was still heavy – i couldn’t get past it – couldn’t feel to release the energy – but then suddenly the storm was gone, the sun parted the clouds and i felt a lift – at least an ability to actually clear things out of me. to help i pulled up the song above and immediately began to weep. i cried deep off and on for over an hour. mate too. much of my pain was around grandpa don – but i also felt i was weeping for my entire experience here. i let myself go with it – saying whatever i needed to say – moving however i needed to move. as lisa harrison said – this experience really does focus on sucking the joy and life right out of us. not just the pay to live but the deception. the energies themselves. the mind wipe. the toxins. these limited altered vessels. all of it designed to attack us at every angle and way.
also of note – with lisa harrison’s share of the pancreas – she really is spot on w/this. many having issues with their pancreas. i spoke w/my mom and she told me of a very good friend battling pancreatic cancer. my mom isn’t into any of the awakening, but i did tell her this was a collective experience – many having issues w/the pancreas.
we are purging all of our experience here whether we know it or not. purging. and purging – because we are getting out. being set free. returning to a state where WE are controlling our experience – not others. saying good-bye to what we have known here. as sister D wrote me this morning: I am saying goodbye to the old.
another share – i wrote rose (yellow rose for texas) last night. i told her i have not been able to see the arrests happening much less the trials. i don’t feel it – don’t see it – no matter what i focus on – it is simply not in my timeline/frame of reference. others have shared the same with me. here is her response:
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