Today’s experience/reflection….

 

This is what fear can do:

I went to the store today – minus a mask.  I have researched this enough to know that masks don’t work and you are also breathing in your own bacteria that you are supposed to be expelling….plus you aren’t doing your immune system any good.  I am in a state where masks are recommended but not required.

So I head inside, go down the first aisle.  I have several things to get in this particular aisle.  A woman (with a mask on) had entered the store behind me and stood about 5-6′ away from me – watching me – as I selected items.  I quickly realized she was waiting for me to finish my work in this particular aisle.  Once I moved forward, she took a step or two.  To be honest it was both a little creepy and comical.  I don’t like to be watched – especially for such a duration of time.  I realized I had forgotten something so I walked back down the aisle to retrieve the forgotten item.  She walked backwards – again waiting – and watching me.  So at that I leaned forward over the meat section and with my head, motioned for her to just go past me.  Nope.  She remained.

I also noticed when I would stand up or return upright – she would back up and away.  Each movement I made, she responded.

I finally just shook my head and giggled before I headed off.

THAT is the power of fear.

THAT is the power of the media programming.

And THAT is what I am trying to point out and help break w/those in my daily reality.  And I am not having any success.

Later on in the store I had several people with masks look at me and give me a look.  It was an odd experience.  Normally a masked individual receives the quizzical look.  Now it’s the unmasked ones.  I read last night there is talk from our governor to encourage businesses to require a mask to shop inside their stores.  I will not comply and neither will my mate.  I am hoping by that time, if it even manifests, the Justice Department will follow through on their statements saying States cannot violate our constitutional rights even during states of emergencies.

I tried to share the plandemic video with people I know and online at some local social media outlets.  The posts were removed from the local media pages and so far, those with whom I shared privately have essentially said not interested in all of that.  That’s why I continue to say in my experience out here I am not seeing people awaken – much less even wanting to.  I am ready to see that change.  I am ready to frigging connect with others around me who authentically want to know the truth and are open to seeing another perspective aside from the one on their mainstream media outlets, mainstream science, university studies, etc.

I remain very thankful for my mate and for all of my friends on the internet. While we may have different perceptions on some things, we all share the general knowing that we have been lied to by all of the systems at play….and we each want the Truth and we each seek to know it – even if means letting go of a pre-conceived narrative.

So….feeling alone in ones physical space is draining and I am SO DONE with the experience.  Tonight I had to run outside to the garage and release my frustration on my punching bag while my mate exited the space (I tend to get vocal when I wail on the bag).  I wonder if even upon seeing the depths of deceit – visible for all to see in the upcoming days – if this will be enough for some to “change”.  Expand.

I felt the war amp up again last night and into today.  Not surprising given what is being exposed today.  And it is this reason, I feel, that prompted Q to share the Armor of God prayer.  The team knows this is a dimensional war, although I feel most of those entities have been dealt with…however there are still some around – likely inside the human hosts.  Again – this is my feel and as always, I remain open to expanding on that and changing my perception.

For Truth is what I want.

Truth is what I seek.

And Truth is what I – and all of us – will have.

Love,

Victoria

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Author: Victoria1111

Truthseeker. Philosopher. Commander of Freedom. Writer. Musician. Composer. Above all I Am A Creator.

5 thoughts on “Today’s experience/reflection….”

  1. Love You
    Yes, early Monday AM felt a freak out.
    Had to go into the Meadows.
    Caught some great pics.
    SCHUMANN!
    WHERE ARE YOU?

  2. This is the first time I have attempted to reply to your post but I wanted to give it a try to let you know that I have been following you for a while and I truly appreciate your words of wisdom and the things you share. This post describes almost exactly my own experience at the grocery store and my own concern that there are still so many who are so easily controlled with fear and seem to have no desire to awaken. I hope the upcoming revelations will help as I too am ready to be with people again in a loving and respectful way. Thank you again for what you do. With Love and Light…Kay

  3. Your experience with the unwakened, those that resist ‘seeing’, because their egos, and fear restrict them, is fully understood …

    I have two gay friends I have known for 30 years, they live back in the UK. I also have a friend in the UK, I have known – ALL MY LIFE – our mothers grew up together… our families have 80 years of history.

    These friends, have remained closed, resistant to the evidence, contrary to the propaganda they absorb.

    There are times when I have wondered how we were ever friends in the first place, given their current either openly hateful, or passive aggressive stances.

    We still have other friends on Facebook who are also inclined this way (but to their credit, none of them have disconnected from us, unlike some others).

    Given that we are VERY selective about our FB connections, if you look at the unawakened as a percentage of our connections, it is a fairly large number. However, those who agree with us, are, because of their jobs (military), not able to comment openly, so the numbers may be a little skewed.

    But it has occurred to us, that our personality types (in the 4 Lenses Psychology test, my husband is a green – science, I am a gold – organizer) we tend to attract the blue (emotional) personality type. Ergo, we have a preponderance of over emotional, controlled leftys in our circle of friends and aquaintances.

    Yesterday, I asked Bryan, one of the gay friends, if he was accusing me of lying, as I asserted for the umpteenth time, yes, the Southern border wall IS being built… It seems the leftist propaganda in the UK states it is not.

    Bryan is a good litmus for those days when the propaganda has ramped up, whipping the over emotionals into a froth. I am assuming it was distraction for the Flynn case.

    Every time I have given him information, I have sent a link, and he goes quiet… only to be whipped up into a frenzy a few days later… and repeat the screeching all over again. We have been doing this emotional roundabout for 2 years.

    Bryan is a retired high school teacher – of HISTORY – yet he laughs when I say, Hitler controlled the media in Germany – radio, newspapers, printing presses – so the German people ONLY saw what he wanted them to, and we are fortunate that today, we have smart phones and the internet – which allow us to see information other than what the media are told/choose to show. He is an ex teacher, but truly, he has not made the connection between what is happening now, and what happened then. The dots remain unjoined, in his mind and reality, because his ego refuses to allow him to draw those dots together.

    Teacher is ALWAYS right.

    As you can imagine, it is frustrating, and, painful for me – I fully understand your reactions when experiencing the same thing, but I suspect we both share a stubborn streak too – we keep chipping away, resisting the antagonising, the bullying, the humorless jibes – we stay on course, and keep sending out the message to any who will listen.

    I was saying to my husband yesterday, the history of my awakening is recorded, out in the open. I stand by it, I will never deny it, it is impossible to do otherwise. It is also true, that those in opposition feel the same way – even when presented with evidence to the contrary.

    It is what has been done TO them, that causes us to remain BY them, no matter what.. and that the dissconnect, if it happens, is always from them, not us – no matter what the provocation.

    I feel your pain and frustration, your disbelief and anger at what is being done to those around us both friend and stranger, you are not alone.

    I have to say thank you, for your sharing too – I do not feel as isolated out here in cyberland, knowing others are experiencing the same situations and emotions. It is a strength and a comfort knowing I am not completely nutty… ❤ 😊

  4. I hear you. It is about the same here with the dirty looks. At first hardly anyone here was wearing a mask, then all of a sudden we had a few cases, then it shot up, and we have meat packing plants here and some of the cases were there (coincidence?). Then the mask wearing increased and I told my husband the same thing–that I refuse to wear a mask. I did write our att. general last week as he is on T’s side and says in his bio that he is helping to end child trafficking. I know it is a violation of our const. rights in public places but i don’t know if a store can refuse to let you shop if you don’t follow there policies (no matter how stupid) or is it discrimination? I just really find it sad that so many are that brainwashed that they believe the narrative. I have a neighbor that is a nurse and is from Pakistan and when we go for walks she wears a big mask with a big hoodie and is all covered up not matter if it is warm or not. And if we are coming down the street she will go to the opposite side of the street, but will wave, but not talk. One of my sisters (out of 3) who was not very awake I did talk to the other day and she had watched some of the videos I sent plus she said another friend sent her some and she watched those, so we had a fairly good conversation. I had been trying gently for years to give them heads up with what was going on, only to get sad comments and funny looks (things like chem trails, pedo stuff, false flags, etc. trying not to go too deep).
    Some days I just want to laugh hysterically and some days I just want to scream!!! Georgi Stankov had a good article on the portal that was just opened on the 9th and all the energy coming in with that and the clearing out of more negative energy. I sure felt it on Sunday–was completely discombobulated and still feel some stuff today.

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