A brief reflection

 

Today was an odd one.  I woke up early – the only one in the house – and felt so much peace.  I was fully in my heart and I felt so much love – it was wonderful.  Authentic.  I stayed in that space until my girl crawled into bed with me – and the two of us snuggled up and returned to sleep.

Then I was awoken from a deep sleep by a knock on the door.  A misunderstanding about a delivery (I did not answer the door quickly enough) that came through in a text moments later and it was a food item I had planned on making for dinner and they were not able to return until next week.  I began sneezing and had to close windows (grass pollen).  Mate turned on the news (I don’t know why he still does this – grumble grumble grumble) and it was of course not a pleasant experience.

My mood was not in that same space it had been a few hours previously – and I tried to return.

I have found it is a big challenge for me to find my own inner space/world with others around me.  I have become ultra ULTRA sensitive – especially to other voices around me.  I am easily distracted now – and I have just surrendered this is who I am… now.

I feel in between worlds.

I feel I am without a home or direction.

I see things playing out – I see the people wanting to be heard and protest peacefully – I see the ones creating horrible violence – and I see the Anons doing their work…the plan taking place….

And I just don’t align with any of it.  I feel like an outsider more than ever before.

In limbo.  That is where I am.

And I know I am not alone.

So hello to you over there in limbo.  I see you.

Home awaits our arrival.

Love,

Victoria

Author: Victoria1111

Truthseeker. Philosopher. Commander of Freedom. Writer. Musician. Composer. Above all I Am A Creator.

4 thoughts on “A brief reflection”

  1. Victoria, I had those exact thoughts/feelings yesterday! I was sitting and reflecting on everything, and I thought, “I’m as far removed from this 3d world as I’ve ever been (and that’s saying a lot!)” It’s to the point that it’s hard to even exist period in this old reality now. And yes, all of the other nonsense playing out on the current stage here just isn’t our “fight.” We’re here to usher in (or out, or both) something greater, and maybe our feeling this way now means we’re very close to that – I sure hope so! Thanks for sharing and for the validation, one outsider to the next lol. From another in limbo… 🙂

  2. I so know what you mean. I feel in between worlds, with no home or direction. When I got up this morning, I felt like I was floating, not walking. Well, that was a different sensation!
    Here’s a recent comment from YRFT, when a commenter asked about wild animals leaving:
    “Yes, they were held here too. From whats been said, the evolution has been held up and so this is is a jump for all the species here. Some animals wont be with us anymore, they were not from our area and world to begin with. Predators of Man. I’ve heard sharks for instance, wont be in our oceans anymore. Probably poisonous snakes, spiders, centipedes as well, among others. So there are things like that to think of. There are other places they live naturally, and evolve.”

    Sharks seem so prehistoric. Goodbye to them. I like polar bears, but they probably won’t be with us anymore. Lions probably evolve enough, they’re from Lyra, Sirius.

  3. Just saw this sentence in a post from “Team Galactic” , Rita Kemf, Arctuarian message.
    ” You are unmoored in time itself as you continue to evolve. ” Many people I know are experiencing this sensation, at this time!

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