so there is talk going around that George Floyd may still be alive and may be the first public unsealed indictment/arrest….well that would certainly wake up the masses….we know one of the Q drops ended with HELLO GEORGE….we know Obama showed an image of Floyd days before he was allegedly murdered…and we know there is often double meanings with the drops…
so who really knows….i continue to feel less into all of that and even talking about what’s going on now – analyzing it – trying to figure out what’s what and what’s going on – i just cannot feel it or get into it….i do feel we are in the storm (contrary to some saying we are in the calm)….i feel like i’m just some spectator watching from afar….
this white privilege is just another narrative….i am white….i have been denied jobs due to my gender….due to my being white (i wasn’t hispanic and spanish speaking)…and i have had people in my community assume because i am white i am privileged and thus less in need of help than someone who is an immigrant…..employers at times have these quotas to fill and that can deny those not of the minority status employment….i hardly feel “privileged” here….i’ve faced loss of friends, family due to my opinions….being white has not protected me from health challenges or trauma as a result of living in this realm nor has it afforded me the kind of care i deserve….and i don’t need to talk about my life long battle to “make a buck”…..
as terran cognito said so beautifully in his recent piece – i didn’t feel the need to go destroy property when i have encountered these situations….
we have ALL been deceived here….all of us traumatized to varying degrees….this is in many ways hell (at the very least a poor copy of original earth with a lot of hellish substances sprinkled inside) – and so i don’t feel the need to rub my face in what i already know to be true and what i have seen and experienced myself for my 50 some years here by watching all of this stuff play out…it now immediately repels and drains me…ask my mate….the last 2 days when he has dove in to the headlines and tells me “you’ve gotta come see this” i put up my hand and say “NO”….
i also don’t feel the need to fight….maybe at times i do – but energetically i feel other things are going on with me…and to be honest at this moment i simply desire to be in my home – candles lit – enjoying some nice music, ice cream and watermelon as i surrender into the last scenes of this experience, knowing the reel is about to run out of film.
this is a good one by gina maria colvin hill…..the docking station is gone…whatever “it” is – left the building….lol it’s almost as though they are removing their items for the big boom i just saw in my recent vision that is upon us…
so be it.
love,
victoria
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Thank you, beautiful words… I honestly don’t often have the time to, “research” or simply read anymore. If I were to think about it, as you similarly stated. The time to, “do” Has drawn to a close. As an empath? I feel it… But I also feel hopeful. I am moved by what Terrence cognito Expressed. I will have to check out his piece, it sounds as though I will identify with it perfectly. There are moments when emotion gets the better, and I feel pain from what my eyes are seeing. One can hardly avoid it as it is being strewn in a 24/7 cycle across all television sets around the world. I will not fall, I will not cave in, I will never give up hope, and I will never stop fighting. I am one of many heart beats that make up America.
We fought to be here, we need to make it, do it right. The “it” being the greatest transformation ever to take place. We can do this… This time, the momentum has kicked up it’s heels, & there’s no stopping their failure, not ours. I can feel it, “biblical”, understates the wondrous beauty which lies ahead. Their wheels are spinning, components are seizing, bad actors are failing, and Truth is being illuminated in lights, like a braodway show on 42nd St. Even the words they have tried to make their own, are being redefined, to express good, love, beauty & joy in all things.
Apologies for my rant, as I am very passionate… As many of my fellow Anons are. God Bless you, Victoria.
Sincerely,
Dorene
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you expressed yourself perfectly dorene. thank you. no apologies needed.