continuing the detachment….which feels natural for me right now….i spent some time within, reflecting on who i really am…..who was it and who am i before all of the experiences throughout the life cycles i have had in this prison….i could feeeeeeel that part of me……she is very gentle….many in this realm would probably say “naive”…..trusting…..i know before i got stuck here i couldn’t even fathom the concept of intentionally harming another….
that turned into thinking how i became “tough” here….being strong is one experience but being tough, something different….the comparison i use is dark and evil…..dark are those things we don’t like to look at….but evil is something no one (but evil) can look at in terms of fully diving in and seeing it for what it is….
i thought back to how i have felt throughout this experience…….how afraid i have been – repelled – by so much of the offerings in this realm…..i learned not to trust most people and for good reason i know now….unless one is awake and in knowing of the kind of experience they are in, that person can be used by the matrix to attack in a variety of measures….we’ve all had that experience….discernment is one of those necessary tools here to feeeeel into those moments and know we are being used….manipulated….
as i tell our child – trust yourself first and always…..and even IF what you feel or think turns out to be false – remain in that state of trusting yourself because deception is part of the code here that made this place “tick”…..the waters are murky here but the Truth always shines its light in that murkiness and will continue to shine until you see it and when you see it you feel it and KNOW it…
as I heard last night – doubt was one of the programs here…….i also see it as a natural result in the land of deception….
i had another feel too – that after this transition event – i could feel a gathering taking place….and after that – we get to CHOOSE where to go…what to do….perhaps some of us will want to go to new realms/new worlds….for myself – as long as we get that Pure Choice – then we are out of the control system. that for me is the marker for the end.
here are some finds for the day. first a video captured by Sister Jules – thank you for this one. she had asked me (i think last sunday the 15th??) if anything had happened on the 14th. i couldn’t think of anything. she shared this one. i feel she was tuned in to whatever cosmic blast happened around that time.
https://photos.app.goo.gl/1JznXmRj7ZGUWYFV7
then there is this…..
Holograms created by a company called Magic Leap.
Who invested heavily in Magic Leap?
How long has this technology been around (hint…before 9-11-2001).
Watch the plane! 👇👇 pic.twitter.com/CXuOYW1Kae— Santa Surfing (@SantaSurfing) June 19, 2020
which leads to thi one below in a way…..again, Jules sent me a link to this video (bel0w)…..Santa Surfing – the same person who shared the video above (that video above is included in the vid below)…i knew that was a Divine moment of guidance…..lots of goodies in this one showing the various enslavement systems these parasites used to control us….no more….she puts things together perfectly….and interestingly enough she does some Gematria so bonus points….and the story at the end read by Melania is beautiful and has comms in it, in my feel – about the end of our enslavement here, the gathering and going Home to the New (more coming for ALL)….
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so…..today is “Juneteenth”…..
“Juneteenth (a portmanteau of June and nineteenth;[2] also known as Freedom Day,[3] Jubilee Day,[4] Liberation Day[5], and Emancipation Day[6]) is a holiday celebrating the emancipation of those who had been enslaved in the United States. Originating in Texas, it is now celebrated annually on the 19th of June throughout the United States, with varying official recognition. Specifically, it commemorates Union army general Gordon Granger announcing federal orders in Galveston, Texas, on June 19, 1865, proclaiming that all slaves in Texas were free.[7] SOURCE
i had not heard of the holiday until recently.. and this day had not been a current recognized holiday (as compared to 4th of july, thanksgiving, memorial day, etc.) until this year when President Trump tweeted this out – below – (and the public attention on that date/holiday began to expand)…..banks closed early today – a first for this particular day….so something’s up….
We had previously scheduled our #MAGA Rally in Tulsa, Oklahoma, for June 19th – a big deal. Unfortunately, however, this would fall on the Juneteenth Holiday. Many of my African American friends and supporters have reached out to suggest that we consider changing the date out…
— Donald J. Trump (@realDonaldTrump) June 13, 2020
So all of that shared, I decided to Gematria “Juneteenth“….here is what came up:
Q Anon President Trump
Maga
Black And White
Save The Earth
A Greater Jackpot
Money Is An Illusion
Awakenings
Celestial Event
Juan O Saven
Generators
The End Is Near
The Gate Needing The
First And The Last
i’m still not aligning inside with all of this….i feel i am observing what will be happening for others – those going “west”…..i appreciate and see the purpose of this type of new experience…..but i continue to not be able to seeeee these upcoming changes as being part of my personal experience and i know many of us feel the same….
here are a few more finds….
— Donald J. Trump (@realDonaldTrump) June 19, 2020
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More of their voodoo and black magic.
Went for a quiet nature walk in a park only to hear nasty black birds bullying all the other birds. Just like humans.
I feel detachment too, but when that vile segment of pawns for the dark forces, yell at strangers on the street (or punch or maim) even BEFORE the times we are presently in now? If we are still stuck here, we have got to fight back.
I really like your idea on choice when we finally exit–
“after this transition event – i could feel a gathering taking place….and after that – we get to CHOOSE where to go…what to do….perhaps some of us will want to go to new realms/new worlds….for myself – as long as we get that Pure Choice – then we are out of the control system. that for me is the marker for the end.”