7/12/2020 Reflection

 

I am REALLY feeling the movie experience here.  Today I felt more detached than previously.  Conversations weighed on me – taking a drain on my energy.  This virus nonsense needs to be shown fully for all – in full on Truth – for it is causing damage to everyone I know.  Families in isolation. No gatherings.  People programmed living in fear and supporting mandatory vaccination for everyone so we can “get back to normal”.

Ya’ll know I have never supported this violence and chaos and certainly do not see the purpose in allowing it to continue.  This is, as I said, nonsense and the nonsense is now BEYOND nonsense to a category of which I cannot title much less comprehend.  These whoever they are created this virus – this weapon – and unleashing it on the people then hyping it to extremes where the fear is palpable even if one is not tuned in to the media narratives – these entities then essentially putting everyone on house arrest at the most extreme and at the least – limiting what one can do.  Brainwashing the masses to attack anyone who choose not to mask up.

Unite?

How the hell can we unite in this current scenario?  Seriously – how is that possible?  SOMEONE needs to get their ass on the media airwaves and show ALL the damn truth for I am DONE seeing my family suffer.  My child – no children are allowed to play with her the way children are supposed to play. I am tired of virtual online videos and phone calls.  I don’t give a flying crap if this is allegedly for the “betterment of all” or part of some “grand plan”. My baby cannot get this year back.  None of the children can.  There is nothing “spiritual” about this.  Nothing to find “Light” in.  And NOTHING to be gained from it.  Some of us adults may “get” that perhaps – perhaps – there is a bigger picture (as in some positive ending) – but children?  Come on – they don’t understand – not that part of them that is a child.

And no amount of $$ restitution will make up for this.

At the very least:

It is time for an E/O to remove this mask mandate.

It is time for an E/O to remove the social distancing mandate.

It is time for an E/O to release the cure to whatever it is that’s going around (in my state, you can’t get it unless you are part of a clinical trial – clinical trial for a drug that’s been around for 40 years).

And it is time to expose it all to the public.  EVERY DANG THING.

Define insanity.

This current reality.

And I don’t consent to letting all play out.  No need.  No purpose.  I don’t need to see anymore, do you?  Evil is as evil does – knowing it has infiltrated most everything here is enough for all of us.  Further exposure creates more trauma to the body so my feel is – watch what you continue to look at. Social media is assaultive to the senses w/images of children now.

I don’t want to see anymore.  I don’t need to see anymore.  None of us do.

All we need to see is justice now and an end to this lie.  We cannot have further division.  Someone recently said “it’s just going to get more crazy”.

N O.

Not if we don’t allow it to.

Someone is in charge of this here and we need to collectively put an end to this “let it all play out”.  Freedom – NOT more harm.

I cried after I spoke with my parents tonight – both of them essentially in isolation.  They aren’t living.  My dad wants to engage more but most in his life are letting fear of the “virus” dictate their choices so he’s left without many of his usual activities – activities that keep him healthy – and happy.

I’m just done with it all.

I wish there was someplace I could escape to…chocolate and meditation don’t remove that inner “DONE” experience.

Nothing will except for when all IS done here.

I’m outta here for the night.

Love,

V.