9/10/2020 Reflection ~ A Sense of Surreal-ness

 

Today has a twilight zone feeling to it.  Maybe it’s just the smoke from the fires up and down the west coast.  That creates an energy of its own for sure. But this feels like it goes beyond just my area.  Things just feel surreal.

I’ve been feeling for days now another Trump card is coming – and not just any card but like THE card of all cards.  We need that BAM TURN THE LIGHT on the stage moment.  I know I have been saying this all year but good god at this point how much more can this trauma/harm experience keep on? EVERYONE has had enough.  Most people I talk to lately are experiencing not just the lockdown crap, but personal stuff.  From the fires to family issues to loss – depression, anxiety, money challenges.  The collective is saying fully now WE ARE DONE.  Today we were notified by mail my mate’s biological mother (whom he has not had contact with in years – by choice – a lot of trauma/abuse with that relationship) is on life support so the children are being contacted.  We were already at our “enough is enough” from the lockdown and this week the fires.  I could only shake my head as he of course felt that moment of sudden sorrow.

A lot of souls are leaving now.  It’s ominous – troubling in a way.

This experience now feels like a water balloon that is at full capacity.  No more water can be fit inside the collective or individual.  It’s gotta burst.  It is bursting.  Period.  No other option on the table.  I woke up either yesterday morning or today thinking “would someone on stage turn on the damn light already?!”  We are told, after all, this is a movie and I feel there is a lot of truth in that – metaphorically and literally.  Interesting to note VK had this yesterday as his new background image on twitter:

We have all had it.  And I say that in the way that the line has been drawn. The days of crossing it are over.

Tonight Yellow Rose said the time is “nigh”.

I don’t want all of this to be yet another temporary moment of synchronicity where I think “oh this is it” and months later I’m saying the same thing then months later, the same, infinity b.s. looping on and on.

NO.

NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO!

I would rather not have any further such synchs if this is as far as they go and don’t actually MANIFEST into the end result I want – the result we all want.

Well, most of it.  There are still some who think we can create the new world right here and now just by having positive thoughts.  In these current vessels.  Facing the onslaught of evil being played out by those who are well backed and well funded and well organized – and yet we “light workers” around the globe can end it all.  I would think we would have done that already with all of the intending and mass meditations we have been doing – many for decades.

I really feel Rose is right.  This is hell.  We are POW’s of War – a war over and for us.  For our energy.  For our consciousness.  If you cannot see that by now, you are not fully awake and I say that as a loving bitch slap in your beautiful face.  (Sometimes you gotta be blunt if you really care about someone.)

Action is what is needed.  You see an act of evil such as someone setting a fire do you meditate their behavior away or do you walk over and shoot their ass?

And yet – what action do we take?  Any of you feeling called to get out there and engage in the physical battle?  Any of you even able to do that?

Or do we trust in a divine plan – forces beyond this realm – working with humans inside?  That’s what I continue to return to even when I question and pitch a fit and claim “i’m walking away from this ephemeral crap!”  All I know is holding the light and thinking happy thoughts is NOT how you remove entities and other beings intent on creating harm.  Someone enters your property threatening harm, what do you do?  Call the people who have guns and weapons.

These entities…..They are not heart-based humans. Perhaps they once were – some that is – but they sold out and their Soul is out (just had the thought there may be more to the term “sold out” – the Soul is literally removed out of the body for some – many – maybe all??) allowing the “invisible enemy” to enter and take control.  The rest – bots, programs, holograms.  And I have no need nor use for any of them – any of that – in my experience.

I was very angry the first day of these fire – and I still am.  I was calling out the President wondering where in the F he was.  I wasn’t interested in protocol, procedures or even the constitution.  I know what Love is and what Love does and if people are in danger you DO SOMETHING if you have the ability to do so.  Send in those large planes w/the tankers (they are doing that in Southern Oregon).   Send in the military and find these thugs creating the fires.  Arrest the officials who allowed this shit to begin with.

I was angry over how governors let these fires flourish (and of course they’re putting the blame on their fake climate change narrative) – angry over the fact that the biggest and most destructive one in Oregon is being investigated as an arson.  Anyway – I was angry and some new ager thinking they are in the heart but are just running another bot program told me how to feel by saying not to feel hate and then tossed in my trigger phrase:  hold positive thoughts for the reality you want.

Well intentioned?  Who cares at this point.  It’s ignorant and does nothing to lift me up or help.  Sister Linea stepped up and had these beautiful words to say:

“This is the new cage false light crap. It doesn’t comfort and strengthen to be told to focus on the positive. It only makes one feel more alone and isolated. 
To verbally reflect true empathy and compassion takes a heartsourced human being and not a hivemind bot running the programs.
When you communicate with a human who has an open and loving heart its felt deep inside on a cellular level and you always feel comforted and better after. You feel stronger.”

Exactly.  When you are in the presence of someone who is open and who gets it – you FEEL again that inner You.  You feel uplifted.  Even if you are still in that stage of processing a trauma and difficult emotions, YOU KNOW YOU HAVE BEEN HEARD AND SEEN.  

For now, for whatever the F reason, evil is amping up their game.  WHY? Why is this being allowed?  I don’t want to hear 6 more weeks of intensified chaos.  NO FUCKING WAY.

Yes, this is about an election – but it is also much more than that after all this entire experience is not just focused on Trump and the United States.  I’m personally continuing to feel detached from the election.  Do I trust in that feeling?  The challenge – do I go by what I see or go by what I Feel which right now is at conflict.  Perhaps a little of “go with how you feel but keep an eye on what you see just in case” is the agenda for now.

What are all of you feeling?  Any of you feeling like DOING something action-oriented to help take out these evil doers and bring their game to an end?

In the interim, please continue to visualize and intend for cool pacific air to burst forth throughout the west coast of the states – Oregon, Washington and California.  Rain.  High humidity.  Cool temps.  Put an end to hell.

Something we ALL need.

Love,

Victoria

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