Expanding on today’s earlier share…..

 

My girl wanted to share with me her feeling on this pain/sadness I (and as it looks like – many of us awakened ones) are feeling.  The dimensionals don’t feel sadness – not in the way we do – so they can take anger and change it to sadness – as I wrote one of you – kind of like alchemy perhaps.  She felt her pain was from them.

I couldn’t disagree – and found her share very wise/insightful and absolutely possible.

I still feel – for me though – that much of this pain if not most of it is coming from deep within me.  Now it is possible they are using that inner longing I hold for Home/Elsewhere against me at the moment – amplifying that experience.  So I don’t want to get lost or dwell in that pain.  I want to channel it.

Now and then I will get this nudge and reflect – does it matter now where I came from?  Isn’t it more important to focus on and KNOW and BE who I am today?

I still want the Truth – but there is obviously a blanket/veil placed over us/around us – in some way – still – and I don’t know how to fight that – remove it – destroy it.  Ignorance ain’t bliss – for me – even though now and then I CAN understand that choice (the Cypher affect, as I call it – from The Matrix).

One of you mentioned something in the comments that I found interesting – very interesting – the desire to get on the bike and ride and ride and ride until you are outta here.  I continue to work with a woman doing trauma release – and one of my big “things” I have carried with me throughout my life – is the desire to run or ride my bike – fast – as fast as I can – until I am Free.  Outta their grasp.  Outta their experience.  Original hijack energy is what I have concluded.  We have been working with that – releasing some of that energy – but the desire to get outta here remains.  If I could throw a lasso up to the top of this matrix and pull it all down I would.  Perhaps a collective “LET US OUT LET US FREE” chant is now in order.  All of us – together – as long as it takes.  For I KNOW we the collective have passed the DONE WAITING line.  I ain’t holding it.  I am crossing it.

Love,

Victoria

Author: Victoria1111

Truthseeker. Philosopher. Commander of Freedom. Writer. Musician. Composer. Above all I Am A Creator.

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